Sybbyl
Blessed
Hi hi! There's lots of new staff members, mixed in with the old, since the actual time it was that I was banned. I'm quite happy I've been able to roam the forums freely as much as I have recently, with the promise that an attempt at an appeal was allowed, after a considerable amount of time.
I haven't been terribly ah, outwardly active, in the time I've been flitting about and stalking people's characters profiles xD But I can assure you i've been here, mostly just reading, occasionally commenting.
On the matter of my actual appeal, I'll try to keep it short, for the few years I've spent rattling on with 3 page long apologies, clearly that's not the successful route, aha.
The majority of you should have by now already read, or been told, what actually happened. During the times I was pestering people with my "appeals" before now the retellings I was giving, were at least somewhat inaccurate due to my own immaturity at the time, and I admit that.
My apologies have been given, to those that were directly involved, and those I insulted afterwards, please keep in mind that I was sincere and that if missed, I still extend them.
Back then I was an overly emotional type, I spent pretty much all my idle time on roleplay so it was more of an obsession than it was a pastime, and I let things like what happened get to me more than they should have. I've balanced myself quite a bit more now, I can step back when I'm agitated and handle most things pretty calmly. I'd be embarrassed if I couldn't do at least that, given my age now, haha.
I can wholeheartedly admit, that what caused the initial situation, was small misunderstandings that were elevated by my own immature and overly-defensive nature, I didn't take fault for any part of it when i was at the least at fault for most of it, if not all, and I took it too far.
I have no intention of acting that way any longer, nor would I repeat the things that occurred afterward that were, to my knowledge, the actual cause for my ban. I wouldn't use my "emotional state" as an /excuse/ for the occurance, but rather that at the time, it was what caused it, and I can assure you that it won't happen again, it was my own fault for allowing myself to get so worked up over it.
I believe I've mostly covered what I should, but if any staff feel the need to clarify on anything feel free to contact me on discord, as I don't really use skype much these days ^_^"
[ I don't mind if anyone else wants to add me, so Ill just add it here] [[I know the username is weird, don't judge me, hahaha, it's the name I use for OOC games, it's mostly a joke.]]
discord: Mrs.Kitty#0002
I haven't been terribly ah, outwardly active, in the time I've been flitting about and stalking people's characters profiles xD But I can assure you i've been here, mostly just reading, occasionally commenting.
On the matter of my actual appeal, I'll try to keep it short, for the few years I've spent rattling on with 3 page long apologies, clearly that's not the successful route, aha.
The majority of you should have by now already read, or been told, what actually happened. During the times I was pestering people with my "appeals" before now the retellings I was giving, were at least somewhat inaccurate due to my own immaturity at the time, and I admit that.
My apologies have been given, to those that were directly involved, and those I insulted afterwards, please keep in mind that I was sincere and that if missed, I still extend them.
Back then I was an overly emotional type, I spent pretty much all my idle time on roleplay so it was more of an obsession than it was a pastime, and I let things like what happened get to me more than they should have. I've balanced myself quite a bit more now, I can step back when I'm agitated and handle most things pretty calmly. I'd be embarrassed if I couldn't do at least that, given my age now, haha.
I can wholeheartedly admit, that what caused the initial situation, was small misunderstandings that were elevated by my own immature and overly-defensive nature, I didn't take fault for any part of it when i was at the least at fault for most of it, if not all, and I took it too far.
I have no intention of acting that way any longer, nor would I repeat the things that occurred afterward that were, to my knowledge, the actual cause for my ban. I wouldn't use my "emotional state" as an /excuse/ for the occurance, but rather that at the time, it was what caused it, and I can assure you that it won't happen again, it was my own fault for allowing myself to get so worked up over it.
I believe I've mostly covered what I should, but if any staff feel the need to clarify on anything feel free to contact me on discord, as I don't really use skype much these days ^_^"
[ I don't mind if anyone else wants to add me, so Ill just add it here] [[I know the username is weird, don't judge me, hahaha, it's the name I use for OOC games, it's mostly a joke.]]
discord: Mrs.Kitty#0002