hshotwell
Lord of Altera
I am going to start by saying I'm deeply sorry and promise it will never happen again.
While it probably goes without saying, I am going to say it many times throughout this appeal so there is no misunderstandings of my intention and dedication.
About Three months ago (although it feels like ages, time moves slowly without hollowworld) I was banned for disgusting language, and rightfully so. It was a matter of me and another user rp-ing sex, stupid and totally inappropriate. Words can't describe how mortified I am by my actions and the discovery there of. Obviously nothing like this will ever happen from me again.
Shortly after discovering the travesty of my banning I wrote a half baked appeal in hopes that the whole matter would be easily forgotten. Clearly it was not.
In rage and blind self righteousness I walked away from everything and proceeded to not touch minecraft for a long three months. At first it was easy as I was on vacation and in the middle of a move, I wouldn't have had time for Altera anyways. But as everything settled down I realized how much I missed this community, the people, the world, everything. There was literally, and still is, an ache inside me that I know only Holloworld can fill.
I have looked for other games and other servers in search of a replacement, not one of them came close. Many nights I came back to these forums with the intentions of appealing again, but I always read my first thread with such embarrassment at the stupidity of my actions and the force with which they were shot down.
I know cherbert decreed I never appeal again, I know my point is probably not coming off as clearly as it is in my mind (and my spelling certainly isn't helping) but I love Hollowworld.
I miss everything about it, and in my time on the server I feel I was a contributer to the wonderful community. Before this incident I had never received so much as a warning and was the leader of an entire town. While my actions were totally uncalled for and inappropriate they were not a public problem and I feel I am deserving of a second chance.
If you feel it necessary to talk details about my mis actions so be it, I have kept it vague because they were inappropriate and embarrassing.
I love Hollowworld, I want nothing more than to continue contributing to it. Please find it in your hearts to give me another chance.
While it probably goes without saying, I am going to say it many times throughout this appeal so there is no misunderstandings of my intention and dedication.
About Three months ago (although it feels like ages, time moves slowly without hollowworld) I was banned for disgusting language, and rightfully so. It was a matter of me and another user rp-ing sex, stupid and totally inappropriate. Words can't describe how mortified I am by my actions and the discovery there of. Obviously nothing like this will ever happen from me again.
Shortly after discovering the travesty of my banning I wrote a half baked appeal in hopes that the whole matter would be easily forgotten. Clearly it was not.
In rage and blind self righteousness I walked away from everything and proceeded to not touch minecraft for a long three months. At first it was easy as I was on vacation and in the middle of a move, I wouldn't have had time for Altera anyways. But as everything settled down I realized how much I missed this community, the people, the world, everything. There was literally, and still is, an ache inside me that I know only Holloworld can fill.
I have looked for other games and other servers in search of a replacement, not one of them came close. Many nights I came back to these forums with the intentions of appealing again, but I always read my first thread with such embarrassment at the stupidity of my actions and the force with which they were shot down.
I know cherbert decreed I never appeal again, I know my point is probably not coming off as clearly as it is in my mind (and my spelling certainly isn't helping) but I love Hollowworld.
I miss everything about it, and in my time on the server I feel I was a contributer to the wonderful community. Before this incident I had never received so much as a warning and was the leader of an entire town. While my actions were totally uncalled for and inappropriate they were not a public problem and I feel I am deserving of a second chance.
If you feel it necessary to talk details about my mis actions so be it, I have kept it vague because they were inappropriate and embarrassing.
I love Hollowworld, I want nothing more than to continue contributing to it. Please find it in your hearts to give me another chance.
Put a lot of effort into the appeal though, got to give him credit for that.