Naelwyn
Non sum qualis eram
Order of the black..? What the living...?
No, so you're basically saying something that couldn't have possibly been ever achieved, even on an immortal level, was done by like five or six (very mortal, may I add... at least I'd like to think some of them were somewhat mortal, God knows about the rest), people with a black box anyone can go and mine out in the Sorrowlands? Or is it that those mortals turn out to be smarter than their creators ever were?
This kind of starts getting on my nerves, sorry to spoil the fun. I sit at the Cathedral or run around burning freaking heretics, Darkbloods, curing possessions and essentially having already defeated three demons and you get to kill one and have a nice title to go with it. Trouble I see with that is that I still continue to blindly do all that crap and am clearly getting ignored, and I don't blame those that ignore what I do, after all the Queen and her Boyband of Hell knows how created not-really-lore-related-but-staff-and-part-of-the-lore-so-allowed things can easily handle the Grief itself! Am I really starting to see a trend here?
You're trying to destroy all that is too high end fantasy, I can see that. Well, I'd like to see you kindly stop. You will never get Medieval Europe out of Minecraft. You're battling limitations of the game, lacks of knowledge about Medieval society, and, most importantly, psychology of the people. People won't stop wanting at least that little bit more freedom than choosing between a fat bearded guy and a tall skinny spiky ears (if even that remains...)
I know the staff tries its best to make us happy, however not once have I seen a thread that asks us what we want to see done about the lore and about the server in general. You, the staff, cooperate amazingly. I have complete respect to what you do and try to see happen on the server. However, there are players you're doing it for. These players have no idea what is going on until it happens...
My rant is over. Sorry to do it, punish me if you really wish though I'd still prefer to remain playing on the server. It's a fun server, my biggest issues being stated here, especially my blindness as to what is happening and lack of communication. You can all blindly disagree all you want, but please state a counter-opinion before doing so, because just saying you disagree will get us no where. I'd like to resolve the issue as much as you probably do...
Gee thanks.
Ever since I was promoted by default, I've been doing my best to, as smoothly as my limited abilities allow, do what I was told to do.
Do you want to know something?
I don't like being the lore manager.
I don't like it at all.
I have to spend most of my time hurting people's feelings by telling them no, and seeing them get pissed off at me for upholding what the management of the server wants.
I don't get to RP as my developed character, one that mostly advanced as one without me being remotely involved in the loreteam, without shouts that I am using my position to advance my own character. I cannot do any of the fun things I legitimately earned because people will simply scream at me without knowing anything.
People continue to heap abuse at me, and make me feel unwelcome, when all I am trying to do is help the server I like to RP in out.
What do you want from me?
What more am I supposed to do?
I'm not good enough, obviously, to do this without hurt feelings, but what?
Some of the event stuff is supposed to be a surprise!
Do you want me to tell you the whole damn plot of the movie before you even walk in the door?
If you want to rant at me? Fine. There is seriously very little more I can do for you.
Can we please just understand that we're here to have fun? I'm not doing any of this out of some crazy desire to make things worse, I'm trying to make things better.
What happened to FUN?