Tybalt
Lord of Altera
I am sure, many of you know about the mess I made as of now, about a month and a half ago. It was unnecessary of me, and I made a mistake on my part from my own flawed judgment that I tried to pin on anything else other than myself. I have done a lot of reflecting in this time and actually had a hard time writing this two weeks ago that I had to set it aside, because I was still not letting it ago and my childish and irresponsible side of me kept telling me that I was not in the wrong. But I believe now, through talking it with my friends, outside people, and a lot of thinking that I can recognize my wrongs and apologize for them, and own up to them individually.
Here is the official wording of the rules I broke.
1. Discrimination, OOC racism, bullying, harassment are against the rules. Any sign of such behavior needs to be reported to the Mods or Admins immediately. Bullying in any form is a bannable offense, and it is not tolerated as HollowWorld is intended to be a safe and fun community for everyone.
19. Players must not incite drama storms. If you are reporting a problem or player, please provide proof and don't make it public - make a conversation with any staff member.
20. Citizens are required to protect the harmony of the HollowWorld community and ensure that they contribute positively to it. This means players must behave in a manner befitting an upstanding HollowWorld Citizen and refraining from activities which could be construed as damaging the community by admin staff.
I won’t go into explaining those rules by definition as I feel I need to apologize for the actions that I did and not the broad spectrum.
There was an issue, where I thought Azerport and many other regions and their visitors we’re being stole from. I was told this by some of the other region owners involved and I let myself take it into my own hands instead of taking it to staff like I am suppose to. In my mind at that time I felt lied to, and that those in my region we’re scammed. And I naturally felt protective over them and responsible to make sure that everything in my region is upfront and honest to the players that reside there. But, regardless of how I felt, what I did by posting a rather antagonizing screenshots of monuments being OOC destruction against the person who built them was nowhere near the right way to go about things. And clearly violated Rule 19, Players must not incite drama storms. And all I can really say is that I am sorry for causing this unnecessary storm of drama. And that I have learned that I need to step back, and let staff handle sensitive matter even if I am a region owner. If allowed back, I will be more conscious of what I can handle and what Staff are to handle.
And to account for rules 1 and 20, they kind of go hand in hand with what I said above about Rule 19. That antagonizing post I made on the WC thread can be seen as bullying or targeting. The entire situation disrupted the Harmony of our community. And for that, I am sorry to all those affected and those who had to listen and see it’s mess.
And, @223hero7 , man. I screwed up. I didn’t mean to make you feel bullied if you we’re. I was just in the wrong and angry about what I believed to be a wrong against people I am suppose to be responsible for (Som later told me nothing was stolen. Another exhibit of why I should have contacted staff first.) Regardless bro. Even if I still do not like what happen and you and I have disagreements on whether the shrines and all matters pertaining it we’re wrong or not, I can only accountable for my own behavior. And it was piss poor. So I am sorry for any hard feelings or bad blood it caused between us.
I believe that covered the reasons of why I was banned. But I have to be honest. My behavior all of that week was horrid. So whether this is applicable to the ban appeal or not, I want to make a few apologies.
@OneRedBlock You and I for as long as I known, have not really seen to like each other. Or at the best of times, tolerated each other. The way I conversed with you on the Secession Thread wasn’t called for and I apologize for cursing at you that day when you came to Azerport. I lost my temper.
@Rosary_Omen I did not mean to harass you by asking you about a forum Rating. I really thought you we’re misinformed and only getting one side of a situation I should have dropped and i am sorry for any inconvenience/annoyance I was to you.
And @Somnastra You and I both said things we should not have said to each other that week and lost our tempers with one another. And I take blame for starting it. My persistent pushing my side in self righteousness caused a lot of stress on the two of us. And I know you have -so- much more responsibilities than I with work and running an awesome full time Server and community here. I wasted your time not only with our recent arguments, but with all other past instances where you had to sit down and talk with me or deal with ban appeals like this that we are all sick of seeing. To be honest, I had a hard time not believing you we’re targeting me because you did not like me and what I believe, that you would actually purposefully ban me for something that does not deserve it. it wasn’t till recently, about a week ago that I thought back on the old conversations we had. it was you and another that came to me when I screwed up and helped me change and learn from it. If it wasn’t for you, I probably would have been banned a long time ago. You've helped me grow. And it is completely stupid for me to think you would do something so unprofessional as to ban someone for poor reason.
And finally to all of the staff team who had to take time out of their day for my mishaps. You keep this place running and I should treat you better by behaving myself and minding the King’s Law. I wish for another chance, this place has made me better as a person. And I always do my best to learn from my mistakes and I don’t ever intend on making the same ones again. I want to uplift and help push this community forward while getting along with you guys. I love this place, it is special and unlike anything I have ever been apart of.
Here is the official wording of the rules I broke.
1. Discrimination, OOC racism, bullying, harassment are against the rules. Any sign of such behavior needs to be reported to the Mods or Admins immediately. Bullying in any form is a bannable offense, and it is not tolerated as HollowWorld is intended to be a safe and fun community for everyone.
19. Players must not incite drama storms. If you are reporting a problem or player, please provide proof and don't make it public - make a conversation with any staff member.
20. Citizens are required to protect the harmony of the HollowWorld community and ensure that they contribute positively to it. This means players must behave in a manner befitting an upstanding HollowWorld Citizen and refraining from activities which could be construed as damaging the community by admin staff.
I won’t go into explaining those rules by definition as I feel I need to apologize for the actions that I did and not the broad spectrum.
There was an issue, where I thought Azerport and many other regions and their visitors we’re being stole from. I was told this by some of the other region owners involved and I let myself take it into my own hands instead of taking it to staff like I am suppose to. In my mind at that time I felt lied to, and that those in my region we’re scammed. And I naturally felt protective over them and responsible to make sure that everything in my region is upfront and honest to the players that reside there. But, regardless of how I felt, what I did by posting a rather antagonizing screenshots of monuments being OOC destruction against the person who built them was nowhere near the right way to go about things. And clearly violated Rule 19, Players must not incite drama storms. And all I can really say is that I am sorry for causing this unnecessary storm of drama. And that I have learned that I need to step back, and let staff handle sensitive matter even if I am a region owner. If allowed back, I will be more conscious of what I can handle and what Staff are to handle.
And to account for rules 1 and 20, they kind of go hand in hand with what I said above about Rule 19. That antagonizing post I made on the WC thread can be seen as bullying or targeting. The entire situation disrupted the Harmony of our community. And for that, I am sorry to all those affected and those who had to listen and see it’s mess.
And, @223hero7 , man. I screwed up. I didn’t mean to make you feel bullied if you we’re. I was just in the wrong and angry about what I believed to be a wrong against people I am suppose to be responsible for (Som later told me nothing was stolen. Another exhibit of why I should have contacted staff first.) Regardless bro. Even if I still do not like what happen and you and I have disagreements on whether the shrines and all matters pertaining it we’re wrong or not, I can only accountable for my own behavior. And it was piss poor. So I am sorry for any hard feelings or bad blood it caused between us.
I believe that covered the reasons of why I was banned. But I have to be honest. My behavior all of that week was horrid. So whether this is applicable to the ban appeal or not, I want to make a few apologies.
@OneRedBlock You and I for as long as I known, have not really seen to like each other. Or at the best of times, tolerated each other. The way I conversed with you on the Secession Thread wasn’t called for and I apologize for cursing at you that day when you came to Azerport. I lost my temper.
@Rosary_Omen I did not mean to harass you by asking you about a forum Rating. I really thought you we’re misinformed and only getting one side of a situation I should have dropped and i am sorry for any inconvenience/annoyance I was to you.
And @Somnastra You and I both said things we should not have said to each other that week and lost our tempers with one another. And I take blame for starting it. My persistent pushing my side in self righteousness caused a lot of stress on the two of us. And I know you have -so- much more responsibilities than I with work and running an awesome full time Server and community here. I wasted your time not only with our recent arguments, but with all other past instances where you had to sit down and talk with me or deal with ban appeals like this that we are all sick of seeing. To be honest, I had a hard time not believing you we’re targeting me because you did not like me and what I believe, that you would actually purposefully ban me for something that does not deserve it. it wasn’t till recently, about a week ago that I thought back on the old conversations we had. it was you and another that came to me when I screwed up and helped me change and learn from it. If it wasn’t for you, I probably would have been banned a long time ago. You've helped me grow. And it is completely stupid for me to think you would do something so unprofessional as to ban someone for poor reason.
And finally to all of the staff team who had to take time out of their day for my mishaps. You keep this place running and I should treat you better by behaving myself and minding the King’s Law. I wish for another chance, this place has made me better as a person. And I always do my best to learn from my mistakes and I don’t ever intend on making the same ones again. I want to uplift and help push this community forward while getting along with you guys. I love this place, it is special and unlike anything I have ever been apart of.
