Friosis
Lord of Altera
- Pronouns
- She/Her
I'd like to start this off by giving an apology to everyone on the forums, server, and to a community as a whole. I have been a long standing thorn in the side of many people, holding grudges beyond a reasonable time span. Getting myself in trouble over my own petty inability to let things go. I want to apologize for this, and my behavior as a result of it. I am trying to improve on this, but nobody can change overnight, and I hope that's understood by those I have wronged. I intend to change, and I intend to let go of my grudges, I only hope others can do the same for me.
With that apology out of the way, I would like to offer an appeal towards my unbanning. From the recent discussions i've had both on and off server, I believe I have learned a great, and very overdue lesson. A lesson that has taught me why I have repeatedly been unable to maintain an attitude that is healthy and positive for the server and it's community. Even if there are varying reasons for each punishment I have earned, in the end I believe it has always been due to my overly strong investment into the server and the issues I perceive, as well as my inability to let things go. With this in mind, I intend to work towards allowing myself to become uninvested in the community, and to take things both less seriously, and less personally. My disruption of the harmony of hollowworld, as well as continued igniting of drama is far from easily forgivable, especially considering the repeated offenses, but I believe that, with my new understanding of the core issue with myself, I can finally improve upon myself and these issues, and become a proper member of the community.
I cannot promise everything is fixed, because it isn't. While I am striving towards improving myself, these faults have, and still exist. My inability to let things go, and my outbursts due to it have not simply vanished overnight, but I have become aware of them, and intend to work on them. With that said, I hope that the community of hollowworld could help me to overcome these faults, and in turn, I can help enrich the community as I know I can. With that all said, I would like to thank you all for taking the time to read this, and those who have given me the feedback I needed to finally see the issues I have ignored for so long.
With that apology out of the way, I would like to offer an appeal towards my unbanning. From the recent discussions i've had both on and off server, I believe I have learned a great, and very overdue lesson. A lesson that has taught me why I have repeatedly been unable to maintain an attitude that is healthy and positive for the server and it's community. Even if there are varying reasons for each punishment I have earned, in the end I believe it has always been due to my overly strong investment into the server and the issues I perceive, as well as my inability to let things go. With this in mind, I intend to work towards allowing myself to become uninvested in the community, and to take things both less seriously, and less personally. My disruption of the harmony of hollowworld, as well as continued igniting of drama is far from easily forgivable, especially considering the repeated offenses, but I believe that, with my new understanding of the core issue with myself, I can finally improve upon myself and these issues, and become a proper member of the community.
I cannot promise everything is fixed, because it isn't. While I am striving towards improving myself, these faults have, and still exist. My inability to let things go, and my outbursts due to it have not simply vanished overnight, but I have become aware of them, and intend to work on them. With that said, I hope that the community of hollowworld could help me to overcome these faults, and in turn, I can help enrich the community as I know I can. With that all said, I would like to thank you all for taking the time to read this, and those who have given me the feedback I needed to finally see the issues I have ignored for so long.