FleecyWelshGez
Legend of Altera
Well, as I've just been banned for speaking out yet again, but this time quite severely punished,
this is my appeal for an un-banning/my list of reasons and complaints of why I said what I said, and why I did what I did.
Well, as you can probably see with thanks to hawkeye, i was in /ch ooc2 with Camicaxe 'discussing' our issues with the staff team and voicing our problems to each other. I know in this conversation with him I used a variety of profane language/profanity, and I can assure you it was only due to me being angry and in the heat of the moment, I hope you understand this.
My main reasons for saying what I said (Something along the lines of 'Dear staff team, sort yourselves out, for the sake of the playerbase. -Fleecy.') Now i know this is a bit harsh and it has gotten me banned, but I felt I had to say something so drastic, as all of my previous attempts to make the staff change/alter their mindset have not made an impact upon them at all. Was it needed? Part of me thinks that it was fairly pathetic in hindsight, yet another part of me still feels it was necessary. The staff team have had a tendency to 'hold grudges' against me and made very hurtful comments as a result of this.
In the past, staff members such as Chaoticdog, Moochick, and others have made racial comments about the fact that I am Welsh, and the common association that we tend to do some unsavory things with sheep. (Sorry, I have to put it bluntly.) Personally I cannot remember exactly what Chaotic said as I have forgiven him due to his formal apology, and I am respectful of this. Moochick's comment on the other hand was more recent and fresher in my memory. We were talking in TS and she said 'I don't see the sheep king'. (I also acknowledge that I used a harsh insult in my retaliation, as I called her a; 'Racist piece of sh-' (I actually typed sh-, no actual profanity was used, yet it's just as bad.) The one thing i cannot stand about this incident was the lack of respect and sincerity in her apology, No forum message, no real heart behind it, not even the word sorry. Her only reason/the only thing she said to me afterwards was 'I never knew there was an association between the welsh and sheep. If i may be so harsh, Yeah Right. It's known worldwide as derogatory term against the Welsh people, and i get insults from individuals on a daily basis, it sickens me. When i come on HollowWorld to speak with my friends, to RP and so on, i expect a feeling of equality and I expect nothing along the lines of racism from everyone on the server. I was clearly wrong, I should, and I recommend you all do too, remember there is never a place such as this, and that we should always be watchful of those around us. Not all people should be trusted. Also, speaking of equality, recently more than usual, there have been incidents i have personally seen where staff members look upon the playerbase as if they are Inferior to them. They simply take away their rights to things and treat them as an inferior race. This is something i cannot condone. Again, in hindsight I'm sure it was a mere bit of poking fun and I was just seeing it wrongly as I tend to see the staff as, not-so-nice people after past events.
I hate to endanger my chances of an un-ban here but if I am to speak my mind I am now going to list staff members and then note any grievances I have with them. First of all, ironically, sorry about this but:
-Cubeydoom - Cubey has always had a little something against me since my re-joining after a lengthy six-month break. I know I'm sure she has good reason to, I can sometimes be a bit of a pain and I am sorry for this. Yet sometimes Cubey has taken this a little too far, and banned me/warned me for ridiculous reasons. A month or two back, i had a tendency to quote the rage-comics endings with 'fffuuuuuu-' whenever I w/c'd. Cubey warned me several times for this and I know these were legitimate warns. Later on after I acknowledged these weren't appropriate I began saying 'Fudge, w/c' instead. Still Cubey banned me for this. I feel this was very wrong and I still haven't had the chance to talk this out with her. Which is why i bring it up now, sorry Cubey.
-Moochick, Chaoticdog, and other racially mean staff members - As listed before i cannot stand racism against my kind. Chaoticdog is no longer a problem, we're good now, but the others still need sorting. There have been other incidents of people making racial comments but i tried not to take note, Moochick's incident is fresh in my mind though.
-Abbeyvie - This is only a minor incident but I'm going to put it here anyway. On Friday March 1st, (Welsh National Holiday of Saint David's day.) Abbey refused me any rights of profits from a testificate shop located in the capital as she bought every last product. Then the owner of the shop, Ninjaikotoba, pretended to be unable to hear me through TS just to get out of trouble. I later left.
-Sherbzz - (I think that's his name?) A high up person in the server, yet he has no right to literally scream and shout at me over TS. I changed my TS name from FleecyWelshGez, to WoolenWelshGeraint. He claimed it is hard to admin when you don't know who you're talking to. I asked him earlier on why i had to change it back. I heard no reply. Approximately 10 minutes later he joined Channel 1 and started to shout at me and used very 'inappropriate' language, or very nearly anyway. He joined and said 'Oi, you cocky little- (Guess what he would've said.) and began his lengthy, hurtful speech, then later left. There were other people present such as SilentWindara, but considering me telling the staff to sort themselves out, I can imagine not a single person will back me up. Not, a single, one.
I am personally happy with other members of staff, yet if I have forgotten any points I wish to put across, I will post them in the comments (i think) of this post.
Thank you for your consideration, please do not have a bias, and if you were mentioned in the list above, i hope that it won't change your opinion at the end of the day, even though your original opinion will be to leave me banned.
(Also I will not be able to speak on TS regarding this as my house is not very private when it comes to the computer, so all possible upcoming discussions will have to be through text.)
Thank you.
-Geraint Jenkins.
this is my appeal for an un-banning/my list of reasons and complaints of why I said what I said, and why I did what I did.
Well, as you can probably see with thanks to hawkeye, i was in /ch ooc2 with Camicaxe 'discussing' our issues with the staff team and voicing our problems to each other. I know in this conversation with him I used a variety of profane language/profanity, and I can assure you it was only due to me being angry and in the heat of the moment, I hope you understand this.
My main reasons for saying what I said (Something along the lines of 'Dear staff team, sort yourselves out, for the sake of the playerbase. -Fleecy.') Now i know this is a bit harsh and it has gotten me banned, but I felt I had to say something so drastic, as all of my previous attempts to make the staff change/alter their mindset have not made an impact upon them at all. Was it needed? Part of me thinks that it was fairly pathetic in hindsight, yet another part of me still feels it was necessary. The staff team have had a tendency to 'hold grudges' against me and made very hurtful comments as a result of this.
In the past, staff members such as Chaoticdog, Moochick, and others have made racial comments about the fact that I am Welsh, and the common association that we tend to do some unsavory things with sheep. (Sorry, I have to put it bluntly.) Personally I cannot remember exactly what Chaotic said as I have forgiven him due to his formal apology, and I am respectful of this. Moochick's comment on the other hand was more recent and fresher in my memory. We were talking in TS and she said 'I don't see the sheep king'. (I also acknowledge that I used a harsh insult in my retaliation, as I called her a; 'Racist piece of sh-' (I actually typed sh-, no actual profanity was used, yet it's just as bad.) The one thing i cannot stand about this incident was the lack of respect and sincerity in her apology, No forum message, no real heart behind it, not even the word sorry. Her only reason/the only thing she said to me afterwards was 'I never knew there was an association between the welsh and sheep. If i may be so harsh, Yeah Right. It's known worldwide as derogatory term against the Welsh people, and i get insults from individuals on a daily basis, it sickens me. When i come on HollowWorld to speak with my friends, to RP and so on, i expect a feeling of equality and I expect nothing along the lines of racism from everyone on the server. I was clearly wrong, I should, and I recommend you all do too, remember there is never a place such as this, and that we should always be watchful of those around us. Not all people should be trusted. Also, speaking of equality, recently more than usual, there have been incidents i have personally seen where staff members look upon the playerbase as if they are Inferior to them. They simply take away their rights to things and treat them as an inferior race. This is something i cannot condone. Again, in hindsight I'm sure it was a mere bit of poking fun and I was just seeing it wrongly as I tend to see the staff as, not-so-nice people after past events.
I hate to endanger my chances of an un-ban here but if I am to speak my mind I am now going to list staff members and then note any grievances I have with them. First of all, ironically, sorry about this but:
-Cubeydoom - Cubey has always had a little something against me since my re-joining after a lengthy six-month break. I know I'm sure she has good reason to, I can sometimes be a bit of a pain and I am sorry for this. Yet sometimes Cubey has taken this a little too far, and banned me/warned me for ridiculous reasons. A month or two back, i had a tendency to quote the rage-comics endings with 'fffuuuuuu-' whenever I w/c'd. Cubey warned me several times for this and I know these were legitimate warns. Later on after I acknowledged these weren't appropriate I began saying 'Fudge, w/c' instead. Still Cubey banned me for this. I feel this was very wrong and I still haven't had the chance to talk this out with her. Which is why i bring it up now, sorry Cubey.
-Moochick, Chaoticdog, and other racially mean staff members - As listed before i cannot stand racism against my kind. Chaoticdog is no longer a problem, we're good now, but the others still need sorting. There have been other incidents of people making racial comments but i tried not to take note, Moochick's incident is fresh in my mind though.
-Abbeyvie - This is only a minor incident but I'm going to put it here anyway. On Friday March 1st, (Welsh National Holiday of Saint David's day.) Abbey refused me any rights of profits from a testificate shop located in the capital as she bought every last product. Then the owner of the shop, Ninjaikotoba, pretended to be unable to hear me through TS just to get out of trouble. I later left.
-Sherbzz - (I think that's his name?) A high up person in the server, yet he has no right to literally scream and shout at me over TS. I changed my TS name from FleecyWelshGez, to WoolenWelshGeraint. He claimed it is hard to admin when you don't know who you're talking to. I asked him earlier on why i had to change it back. I heard no reply. Approximately 10 minutes later he joined Channel 1 and started to shout at me and used very 'inappropriate' language, or very nearly anyway. He joined and said 'Oi, you cocky little- (Guess what he would've said.) and began his lengthy, hurtful speech, then later left. There were other people present such as SilentWindara, but considering me telling the staff to sort themselves out, I can imagine not a single person will back me up. Not, a single, one.
I am personally happy with other members of staff, yet if I have forgotten any points I wish to put across, I will post them in the comments (i think) of this post.
Thank you for your consideration, please do not have a bias, and if you were mentioned in the list above, i hope that it won't change your opinion at the end of the day, even though your original opinion will be to leave me banned.
(Also I will not be able to speak on TS regarding this as my house is not very private when it comes to the computer, so all possible upcoming discussions will have to be through text.)
Thank you.
-Geraint Jenkins.
