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[Elf] Saelihn

Teeke

Lord of Altera
*Journal Entry*

Mother. It's been very long since I last wrote to you. I've been nurturing the grove of Calan and now it's a rather respectable little town. I'm proud of the work I've done here, I hope you visit some time. I think you'd like it here. I've also been trying to get people interested in coming to a feast I'm hosting at the end of this month. I'm planning lots of things to do at the feast, and it should be quite a lot of fun.

So.

Padragin confessed her wish to lay with me. And to be completely honest Mother, I had some amount of desire to lay with her. But I told her I wouldn't be able to do any such thing unless the two of us were wed. So she agreed and we wed in the temple.
The next time I see Padragin she tells me she didn't understand what the ceremony meant.
She used me Mother, just to get what she wanted.

I've decided I shan't lay with another nor shall I wed again. I don't want people to lie to me and hurt me like that again.

But I love you Mother, you've never hurt me.
 

Ratchat620

Lord of Altera
*Journal Entry*

Mother. It's been very long since I last wrote to you. I've been nurturing the grove of Calan and now it's a rather respectable little town. I'm proud of the work I've done here, I hope you visit some time. I think you'd like it here. I've also been trying to get people interested in coming to a feast I'm hosting at the end of this month. I'm planning lots of things to do at the feast, and it should be quite a lot of fun.

So.

Padragin confessed her wish to lay with me. And to be completely honest Mother, I had some amount of desire to lay with her. But I told her I wouldn't be able to do any such thing unless the two of us were wed. So she agreed and we wed in the temple.
The next time I see Padragin she tells me she didn't understand what the ceremony meant.
She used me Mother, just to get what she wanted.

I've decided I shan't lay with another nor shall I wed again. I don't want people to lie to me and hurt me like that again.

But I love you Mother, you've never hurt me.
Oh dang :O
 

Teeke

Lord of Altera
*Journal Entry*

Mother. I have dishonored you. I'm very sorry. I'll explain what had happened.

I wed Padragin. She and I went to the temple here in Calan and I gave a small speech asking for your blessing over our union. I.... Don't think she took the union seriously, and when I saw her just a day or so later she was very upset about it... So were several other people. She must have spoken about our union, and people seemed to look down on it. I don't know why. Maybe I'm not respected as one of your priestesses, maybe it's because I'm so weak. So. I told her the next day that we don't need to be wed anymore, if she didn't want to. I gave her half of my stuff, just as you would have wanted. All I could part with, I don't have much in the way of material possessions, was my bow from home.

We made up, but I don't know if she still considered me her wife. Or if I'm hers. I suspect not though, because she wound up going away with Serella. They have been gone together for some time now. I have barely seen her since they left for Cridhe.

I also wound up laying with Illthilior... If... Padragin and I are still wed in your eyes then I deeply regret listening to my passions. I'm so sorry Mother. If we aren't wed in your eyes then I'm still sorry.

Please forgive me Mother, and please give me the heart to speak to Padragin about what I have done.

I love you Mother.
 
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Teeke

Lord of Altera
*Journal Entry*

Mother.
Why do the people I love keep going away? Is it me? I can't believe it's everyone else, it must be me. I must be doing something that repulses people, especially the people I love. Is it sex? They all seem to want to go away after that, I must not be very good at it. I . . .could improve I suppose? Maybe if I practice it with more people? Or . . . would that just cause more people to want to avoid me? I don't know, it's very troubling. I don't know what I should do Mother, I really don't.
I keep thinking about it, and I keep thinking that I really am the source of a lot of issues. I try to be positive and happy about everything, I really really do. I know people like that though, when I smile, they smile. Otherwise . . . what am I doing wrong that people don't enjoy my company?
Whatever the case, it must be something about me that people don't like. . . What do I have to do to change?

Please help me Mother, I'm so confused.


((Also some relations updates))
 

Teeke

Lord of Altera
New gear acquired:
1 pair of fine leather boots, with dyed/painted leaf pattern. - 20 rad
1 10" dagger - 100 rad ((haggled from 180))
1 drawing - 100 rad
70 rad from sources unknown.
 

Kyle1322

Lord of Altera
Relationships! The promised update!
The higher up, the more liked!

Ripley @danthenoble
He's my soEarthspawn
him very much, but he needs room to explore and grow. I just wish he'd stay at home with me more often!

Padragin @Padragin
I don't know. . . . She's run off with someone else shortly after we made up, is she still in love with me? I don't know, very confused and I miss her.

Illthilior @tempy
He's rather caring and kind, I can see why my heart is starting to long for his company more frequently. . . We did lay together, and I haven t seen him since then. . . maybe I upset him?

Meena @Delta_61251
The Dragon Warrior's daughter. He must be an adoptive father the way I am with Ripley. She seems nice, but fragile. I'm teaching her elven and should probably give her more lessons. She's very bright and obedient.

Murdoc @Murdoc
The Dragon Warrior. He's very honorable, speaks well, and seems kind. What an odd Earthspawn.

Tajay @Soccernut13
Nice guy! I've taught him a bit of Elven, he taught me a bit of Verba. He compliments Ripley often, I like that. I like him in general, shame he's not an Elf.

Aracena @Niah
She's touched by Great Mother Shalherana. Watching Great Mother Shalherana interact with her I learned a simple prayer, connecting the mind, body, and heart. She seems to be a good woman and is learning elven. I like her quite a bit! Oh yeah, I think she's still marked by Jishrim, poor thing.

Vevilia @Sizzix3507
Preistess of Great Mother Shalherana. I respect her a great deal. Her grove is very far from mine, I wish we lived closer so the two of us could meet more often.

Daeron @Jstar
A good man, seems pious. I'd like to talk with him more, get to know him better.

Tybalt @Tybalt
Seems to genuinely care about people, but he's young and brash. I like him enough.

Harlow @Uneasing (?)
Why doesn't she smile?! I will make her smile!

Nyali (i didn't spell that right) @Elz
I don't know her very well. She seems pretty moody, but has been pregnant. Apparently she's given birth and her children have been taken away. How sad.

Minthy @TurtlePrada
She's a funny sales person! I mean, she tried to sell me rings that were so obviously painted stone, but told me they were silver! Maybe I can convince her to sell some of my crops though, then I might actually have some pocket money. . . that'd be nice.

James @Daelik
Keep your friends close, and your enemies closer. I'm not keeping him as close as I would most friends, but I need to keep an eye on him. I don't think he's a kidnapper right now. . .

Meridian @Ratchat620
Friendly fella. He visited Calan as soon as he heard about the feast. He complimented me a lot. Maybe he'll wind up staying in the grove.

Somnastra @Somnastra
She exists. Padragin seems to respect her, she must be alright.

Athryl @icefire120
He exists. I think he's a town leader in Thiil.

Nwalme @blargtheawesome
He scares me, there's something very unsettling when he's around. Apparently he's the Magus of Cogitation. That's probably what it is.

((hey if i missed you or something beep me, it'll help!))
beep boop and

NE: then I found my relation, gosh dernet
 

Teeke

Lord of Altera
*Journal Entry*

Mother! I believe I was near Jax today! Pretty sure I was anyway, not that I actually saw him. More like I heard what I thought was him. Anyway. . .
I went to an open market today, it was rather enjoyable. I wound up getting a new dagger, not that I really needed one, but it seemed like a good thing to get. The guy wanted 180r for it but I got him down to 100! Haha! Pretty good right? Also got a new pair of boots, which I've really been needing. I've only been using a leather wrap for the longest time, I thought I was gonna have to learn how to make a proper pair of boots on my own! But these new ones fit REALLY well and have such a beautiful design on it! I really should have asked the cobbler's name. Well he said he has a shop in Thiil so I suppose I can figure out which one is his pretty easy. I also got a drawing, kinda splurged on the price, but I liked the nakat who drew it, and he taught me some more Verba.
Mmm, well I'm tired so I'm gonna get some sleep now. I love you Mother!
 

Teeke

Lord of Altera
*Journal Entry*

Dear Mother,
I've been so lonely lately. I hardly ever see Ripley anymore, he must be growing up. Illthilior has been avoiding me since we laid together. Padragin has been away with Serella, but now I can'tcan't even find either of them. Perhaps they went to Theola, but Padragin has always refused to tell me where that is. James might be dead right now, he lost a lot of blood in a fight. I haven't seen anyone from Azerport for sometime either, save seeing the Dragon Warrior at a fair. Why am I so repulsive Mother? I do my very beat to be pleasant and charming to be around. I don't think I'm terribly unattractive. What am I doing wrong then? Why do I have such a hard time making and keeping friends? I visited Riseport again, Nwalme the Magus was there. He was too busy to spend any amount of time with me. What am I to do? Perhaps I should forget about being myself and be something else to be more appealing to everyone? But what do they want? I am already happy and loving and cheerful. Maybe people want someone less happy? I can certainly do that.... But I don't want to. I like acting happy, at least it helps me get through the day. Maybe I should head back home, perhaps I'm just not right for the Northern Kingdoms.

Please help me Mother.
I love you.
 
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