Actually, it's perfectly fine. Serial killers generally kill without provocation, which means that according to our rules, she has to get permission. This thread is exactly what she should be doing in this situation.
thank you, Somnastra.
I was reading through this thread having not the slightest clue what in heck I was supposed to say to everyone. it rather stressed me out, which isn't something I wanted with this thread.
in all honesty, this thread was specifically for a particular kind of roleplay. I want to avoid the sort of drama that's heating up this entire thread, and, well, the whole server nowadays. I actually don't want to roleplay with the same crowd of people I always roleplay with, for lots of reasons (mainly the drama that seems to perpetually surround the group of people I typically roleplay with), and this was partly an attempt to find someone new, instead of the same old people who always seem to be on hair-trigger and too attached to their characters and too obsessed with trying to win.
the point is, I want something new. I'd want to experience combat roleplay without an OOC conflict on how the rp should end.
in honesty, being someone who volunteered to have a character enslaved, and then roleplayed that out, I found it rather peaceful OOCly. I could still act as my character was meant to, and there was no argument in local, because the both of us wanted my character to lose the conflict.
and it felt so much more like what I'm used to, and right now, it's rather reminding me why I roleplay in the first place.
I didn't want to compete, or feel my character's struggles, or win. I feel I've been saying this for a long time, but I don't approach this like a sport, or some PvP event in a videogame. I started roleplaying because it was a way to tell stories with my friend. that's it. if someone disagreed about how the story would resolve itself, we wouldn't just duke it out in some fictional display of power with the characters we were playing. we'd stop it, take a moment, and work on a compromise.
I don't want to fight other players. everyone here is acting like its such a terrible thing that I'm trying to find someone willing to tell a certain story with me, like it's such a travesty that I want to work together with someone, instead of simply fight and fight and fight.
by the gods, people, I don't like sports, I don't like competing, I don't like PvP, I don't like arguing, and I don't like crying over a stupid server! I don't want to play against anyone, and I don't want to make enemies just because I want to tell a story!
is that so hard to understand?
EDIT: and one thing.
I read the opinion that somehow, because I OOCly want both parties to consent to the whole "serial killer/victim" scenario, that this somehow makes my character ICly less of a serial killer.
that feels... wrong.
it's like you're equating me with my character.
I could say that in a lot of different ways, but I just want people to understand that I don't want to experience this character's feelings when it comes to killing, because I don't want to relate to a serial killer. I don't want to mix up IC and OOC, and I want to remind everyone of the difference between someone trying to arrange a roleplay where one character randomly kills another,
and a character asking people if they want to die.
really.