Active Connor Hayden - A Firefly's Bard

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		Book 9 | The Epilogue
	​	- — ❖ — - ​ "You wish to hear a story?" "I do yes."​ "What kind?" "How many do you have?"​ "Enough to fill pages, yet they still pale in the presence of a wiser man's" "Should we start at the beginning?"​ "Need you still hear it after so long?" "I suppose not"​ "Then let us start here, and let us end here." "That's not much fun"​ "Perhaps, but perhaps it will be. Unfortunately, that's not up for us to decide" - — ❖ — -​

	"Lament over names until someone asks of a rose"
	- — ❖ — -​ Compromise /käm-prə-ˌmīz/ verb ]| to come to agreement by mutual concession​ ​ ]| to cause the impairment of​ ​ ]| to adjust or settle by mutual acknowledgments​ ​ ​ ❖ [ Archived Spirit Blessed Profile ] ❖ ❖ [ Vyre Profile ] ❖ ❖ [ Original Character Profile ] ❖​ .​ ​ | Book 01 | Entry 7 | I'd forgotten to write Cadence a letter on time but I'd found myself so busy in the Landing. Perhaps my letter is to open with 'you were right about leaving home' but I don't need to give her more things to tease me with. There was an opening for the Azarin Hall I'd gone to. Gambling wasn't something I enjoyed but I did get to meet a man seated on the water fountain outside. He was rather odd but his friendliness was somewhat reassuring after too many cold faces.

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	- — ❖ — - Full Name: Connor Lee Hayden Other Names: + "Firefly" + "Bard" Gender Male Race: Human (Vyre) Age: 30 Date of Birth 9th of Truebirth, 2283 ​ | Book 02 | Entry 02 | The stasis is over and I was in need of a new book. My last grew spotty in details but I suppose that is only to disappoint my future self on the matter. Um, You won, I think that's the main note. I unfortunately do not remember anything of the battle, I'd been told I died but that's not exactly something one easily makes sense of overnight. The headache is fading, and that's the positive I wish to focus on | Book 02 | Entry 29 | The count requested my audience this morning, and I wasn't against the excuse to depart Halbed. I could've sworn the cold feeling in hands lingered till Sanardu but I suppose the entertainment of the auction made it somewhat worth it. Who knew so many cared for a metal bee. Perhaps I'll have to ask Ardaric about it some time. | Book 02 | Entry 33 | Raigo will not stop pestering me about the new title. I know he means well but I needn't the new eyes when I'm simply wishing to run some errands. Perhaps that is too much to ask for knowing him.

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	"Pity those who desire to gain control over chance, for they live forever looped within patterns"
	| Book 03 | Entry 19 | I sent in a resignation, perhaps it was inevitable but I cannot ignore how unprepared I was How naïve I still am at times. It's a challenge that overwhelmed me. I believe that apt enough reason for another should take my spot, I need quiet, I need to reorganize my mind. | Book 04 | Entry 42 | Halbed is still as cold as ever. I know I am from the south but it's been months here and I swear I have yet to adjust in the slightest. Garrett visited, and while I haven't looked in a mirror lately, I couldn't ignore his worried look at my state. It's still too loud here... | Book 05 | Entry 05 | I wish paper wasn't a good form of kindling but I suppose it makes use of this empty journal. I'll be smart about it but I cannot allow my mind to be pathetically lost within these senseless scribbles any longer. I left to get better, to improve, and now I sit alone with an elemental feeding me addictive empty promises.

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	| Book 6 | Entry 11 | Pacing, how easy one can get lost when they pace. How your mind almost leaves the room and returns with answers you have no recollection of gathering. A tangential statement I apologize but I find motivation with this elemental. Coerced to not ignore it but why does that bring me to Blackrush. I mean I know why but, had that man, James, had he not asked me my reasons for being there, would anything of stopped me? There was a tree I'd made note of in these pages, it's stood so firmly I would not have been surprised if it was older than the settlement it resided within. I had confirmed it wasn't near any of it's kin or any structures either, a detail only important if one is about to burn that tree...			| Book 7 | Entry 1 | Hospitals need more paintings I've decided. The walls are rather blank and I am convinced I have seen moving shapes when I look at them long enough. Perhaps I am just finding patterns the same way one would with clouds. Perhaps I just frequent here far to often. | Book 8 | Entry -- | [ The Ramblings of a Ginger]

	"Play not a requiem for embers that still glow, lest you forget their potential"
	- — ❖ — -​ "...and that brings us here"​ "It just ends there?"​ "You sound disappointed" ​ "A little, I mean, there is no resolution"​ "Not yet, but that is where we are now, a new book"​ "Without conflicts, right?"​ "Life doesn't work that way I'm afraid, but we've an endless amount of entries to solve them"​ "And do you think we will?"​ "I think we're terribly overdue for a good ending"​ "-And once it's over?"​ "Ease, you needn't worry about that for a while yet"​ - — ❖ — -​ ​

 

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