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Legend of Altera
NEW! Relations amended, psychology added, romantic motif updated.
! WIP !
Reinhard is going through massive changes, - ignore the profile.
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Reinhard von Strussen Blud
Arcane & Abyssal
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The style
≽≼Armour≽≼
You are most likely to find Rein wearing his incarnadine armour. It is unnaturally perfect - its polished surface lacks any signs of wear, not a single scratch can be found upon it. The patterns on the surface can be seen up-close, they are geometric in shape and change whenever one looks back and forth at the gear. Inner sides are inscribed with haiku, poems, - most of them are authored by Edger Kress - Rein's favourite smith. Helmet, however, is the most customizable piece, - for it has replaceable face masks of the same material to reflect Rein's intended appearance, as well as the degree of infernal traits he wants to show - with attachable artificial horns.
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≽≼Robes≽≼
Usually worn in safe settings, irrespective if the occasion is formal or not - Reinhard has an elegant image to uphold. They range in colours and designs, but have a consistently present motif of eyes, spikes, blood, and flames.
≽≼Jewellery≽≼
As a jewellery maker Reinhard's standards are high - he seeks for nothing but perfection, be it for himself or others he wants to adorn: lovers, friends, loyal followers. His own collection comprises findings from Nid Arach - which he doesn't wear and tends to trade with or keep as display pieces. The ones he wears tend to be gifts from friends or those he made for himself or bought from his favourite jewellery makers - such as Malark and Edger.
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He bought two pieces from Edger:
Leo's Bracelet and Icebite Broach, gold, adorned with citrine gems, imbedded with Korog's power - the former with brightness of a torch one can will, and the latter radiates coldness.
The owl pedant gifted by Sylvia Rein keeps as a trophy - he is cold to indifferent towards Sylvia, but likes attention - the fact of her being lovestruck with him while knowing little about him, even if she was emotionally unstable or irrational, entertains him.
The Egg of Blaze, gifted by Raenyr as sign of their friendship, is kept hidden away for the reasons.
An always worn by him gauntlet of gold with encrusted smoked quartzes and rubies.
Always won to Hell MW-ed sapphire craft made by Glimmer, - that Rein won on an auction.
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Carla - gifted her a silver necklace and a ring obtained in Nid Arach.
Iris - his first craft, a bronze lantern in the shape of an eye. Produced Otherwordly - an obsidian mirror with ornate gold frame, bejewelled by citrines. An unadorned jewel stolen from adventures alongside Raenyr - the Sapphire Heart.
Haefer - gifted her a sun necklace produced by a construct Glimmer. Made her a set of two gifts made out of gold and adorned with citrine for her support of him during the lowest of his lows - Luck's Lure and Intoxicating Gleam.
Melarue - Nightcore - a bronze lantern in style of the Night Star, and a bejeweled platinum mask with opals - Opalescent Grace.
Valerie (posthumously) - gifted to her estate a bejeweled necklace to adorn the bust.
Raenyr - The Heart of Ice, a platinum pendant of occult and ice motives with an opal core.
Asero & Lirio - produced a pair of wedding rings of platinum, adorned with opal (Steadfast Love) and amethyst (Evergrowing Love) respectively.
Sydri - Nature's Maiden, a pendant with an array of citrine gems in different colours, decorated as flowers, is the first gift to his beloved stepdaughter </3 who later walked over him and his fiancee, - disappointing the two till she was disowned. The necklace was returned. It will be sold to demons of the Nether.
Eirlys - gifted her bronze earrings he was intending to sell in Hellmaze's market. One of his earliest examples of work. Was created with intention of attracting Passion to Geormorren, but the plan got abandoned.
Ayda - crafted for the Love of his Life. Refulgent is a platinum pendant bejewelled by radiant diamonds. One of the favourite works of Reinhard.
He feels ashamed at it being not perfect though, - and thinks, superstitiously, that it was one of the reasons why their love didn't last the stand of time.
Kaatreya - gifted her his first MW, - Muse of Serenity, - a Sea Hearth statue of Kaatreya, or not of her. It is ambiguous, who he modelled it after when making it. But one thing is for certain - he views her as his true friend, that he hadn't have in many years
Velmont - gifted a MW-ed, enchanted machanite helmet of Nullifidian
Anonymous - produced a twin set of emerald rings, - Haulm of Love, with floral motif, - his second MW, - for a couple in exchange for Maliddan's armour.
Anonymous - produced a sundial and a spyglass for stargazing.
Maebh - made an anonymous ? commission of a MW-ed moonstone wedge called Weird-Ward.
The handling of oneselfAs a jewellery maker Reinhard's standards are high - he seeks for nothing but perfection, be it for himself or others he wants to adorn: lovers, friends, loyal followers. His own collection comprises findings from Nid Arach - which he doesn't wear and tends to trade with or keep as display pieces. The ones he wears tend to be gifts from friends or those he made for himself or bought from his favourite jewellery makers - such as Malark and Edger.
<> Owned <>
He bought two pieces from Edger:
Leo's Bracelet and Icebite Broach, gold, adorned with citrine gems, imbedded with Korog's power - the former with brightness of a torch one can will, and the latter radiates coldness.
The owl pedant gifted by Sylvia Rein keeps as a trophy - he is cold to indifferent towards Sylvia, but likes attention - the fact of her being lovestruck with him while knowing little about him, even if she was emotionally unstable or irrational, entertains him.
The Egg of Blaze, gifted by Raenyr as sign of their friendship, is kept hidden away for the reasons.
An always worn by him gauntlet of gold with encrusted smoked quartzes and rubies.
Always won to Hell MW-ed sapphire craft made by Glimmer, - that Rein won on an auction.
<> Gifted/Produced <>
Carla - gifted her a silver necklace and a ring obtained in Nid Arach.
Iris - his first craft, a bronze lantern in the shape of an eye. Produced Otherwordly - an obsidian mirror with ornate gold frame, bejewelled by citrines. An unadorned jewel stolen from adventures alongside Raenyr - the Sapphire Heart.
Haefer - gifted her a sun necklace produced by a construct Glimmer. Made her a set of two gifts made out of gold and adorned with citrine for her support of him during the lowest of his lows - Luck's Lure and Intoxicating Gleam.
Melarue - Nightcore - a bronze lantern in style of the Night Star, and a bejeweled platinum mask with opals - Opalescent Grace.
Valerie (posthumously) - gifted to her estate a bejeweled necklace to adorn the bust.
Raenyr - The Heart of Ice, a platinum pendant of occult and ice motives with an opal core.
Asero & Lirio - produced a pair of wedding rings of platinum, adorned with opal (Steadfast Love) and amethyst (Evergrowing Love) respectively.
Sydri - Nature's Maiden, a pendant with an array of citrine gems in different colours, decorated as flowers, is the first gift to his beloved stepdaughter </3 who later walked over him and his fiancee, - disappointing the two till she was disowned. The necklace was returned. It will be sold to demons of the Nether.
Eirlys - gifted her bronze earrings he was intending to sell in Hellmaze's market. One of his earliest examples of work. Was created with intention of attracting Passion to Geormorren, but the plan got abandoned.
Ayda - crafted for the Love of his Life. Refulgent is a platinum pendant bejewelled by radiant diamonds. One of the favourite works of Reinhard.
He feels ashamed at it being not perfect though, - and thinks, superstitiously, that it was one of the reasons why their love didn't last the stand of time.Kaatreya - gifted her his first MW, - Muse of Serenity, - a Sea Hearth statue of Kaatreya, or not of her. It is ambiguous, who he modelled it after when making it. But one thing is for certain - he views her as his true friend, that he hadn't have in many years
Velmont - gifted a MW-ed, enchanted machanite helmet of Nullifidian
Anonymous - produced a twin set of emerald rings, - Haulm of Love, with floral motif, - his second MW, - for a couple in exchange for Maliddan's armour.
Anonymous - produced a sundial and a spyglass for stargazing.
Maebh - made an anonymous ? commission of a MW-ed moonstone wedge called Weird-Ward.
≽≼Peculiarities≽≼
An armour set of Maliddan.
Owns the High Detailed Map of Altera (10x15=150 individual pieces), produced by Lana Wake.
Masterworked Tarwood rowboat, allowing one to swim in the sea of scorching flames of Hell and Ashlands.
Hellarion - earkstone flagship - pride of the Empyrean Navy, - first ever Hellship of Altera.
Reinhard's Columbarium containing Reinhard's ashes, gifted by Lana Wake
Dranoden's Bust and a lamp in dedication to him, produced by Melarue.
Ceremonious book from the opening of Crawford's Library
Cherry Blossom Petal from the Spring Festival.
Tiny Rosa Arbor bonsai, from Evenfall's Grand Opening.
Giant Rosa Apple, from Evenfall's Grand Opening.
Three morbid paintings depicting: hellhounds, fallen Ivanov, and a ghost lady.
≽≼Pets≽≼
Paradiso, the King of Parrots, gifted by a merchant at Storm's Landing docks
Unnamed Tortora, gifted by a merchant at Storm's Landing docks, was intended as a gift to Carla before her passing
≽≼Awards≽≼
Dancers Trophy, awarded at Evenfall's Grand Opening.
Let down by absence of his fiancée and his stepdaughter, Reinhard had asked Asero Crow, a man of many talents, for a dance. The two had danced out the other pairs, rubbing shoulders and backs against one another, doing some daring moves mixed in with waltzing in the classical style. Despite the occasional slip-ups of the two, the pair had supported one another, and had great fun that evening.
Precursor Award Statue, awarded at the Precursor Research meeting at the Cathedral.
Reinhard in his early days, as part of Candlewood, was invited by Lana on the expeditions in research of the remains of Precursors, dabbed by him still to this day as bug-fish people. He had beginner's luck in the first two dig-ups, one at a communal village hidden in a cave beneath the Blackrush river, where he had uncovered two fossilized infants of the specimen, and at an exploration of an underground town around Mockingbay or Astrakhan, where he had uncovered a head of a victorious and bloodthirsty Queen-warriour, a spiked subspecies among the Precursors.
Exemplar Rose, awarded at a lecture at Crawford, alongside a rose basket.
Reinhard had been attending Lana's lectures on many occasions, and had learnt a lot from them, -- well, according to his clearly unbiased opinion.
≽≼Archaeological Findings≽≼
Some from Archaeological sites of Historians Union, others - from private expeditions.
Precursor collection
Precursor Grand Temple
[Keepsake] - Coarse Debris
[Common] - Black Spear
[Uncommon] - Moonstone Orb
[Rare] - Moon Goddess Banner
[Unique] - Death Stick
[Legendary] - Carapace Ring
Blackwaters Precursor village
x2 fossilized Precursor infants, twins
An ancient dried fish
A brown carapice ornamented axe
Mockingbay Precursor town
Spiked head of a Warmongering Queen
Astrakhan collection
[Common] - Royalist Spangenhelm
[Rare] - Statuette for the Dead
[Unique] - Metal Curse Tablet
[Legendary] - Royalist Commander's Breastplate [UNRESTORED]
First Footfall collection
[Keepsake] - Sandy Debris
[Unique] - Old Cannon (1 of the two donated to Evenfall Academy, the second gifted by Lucian)
[Legendary] - Captain's Compass (gift from Lucian Moonstone)
≽≼Hellscape≽≼
Crystal dust that turns fires blue
A Strange Key gifted by a hired mercenary, Alek
Two pickaxes of the slaughtered miners
A split in half by minotaur cuirass
Compass of Seeking, with an eye symbolics
A gold coin with an etched eye and crown on the other side
An invitation to a celebration
A black cauldron used by fiends {Donated to Evenfall}
A strange goblet, depicting a corrupted Sun deity.
Two coins
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An ancient instrument
Agility Kit
5 jewellery items
A Ladder Seed
3x bridge gapper seeds
A Big Mushroom Spore
≽≼Concoctions≽≼
Elixir of love
2x Rich Blood Wine
Fruit Wine
Fancy Wine
Aster Wine
Orange Delight
Spirits Honey Mead
Soolera Spice Mead
Lovely Landing Gin
Alchemy/Beauty
Scoptic Elixir by Iris
Elixir of Agility by Ayda
Reverie by Ayda
Lavender cream by Ayda
2x Elixir of Agility by Lana
Breaking bone salve by Valtae (was used on Grub)
≽≼Alterans≽≼
Reinhard had been an avid collector of the Alterans, he had spent almost all of his hard-earned money, to the point of borrowing, to purchase the one of the kind figurines. He wishes to imbue them one day with anima, to make them alive and entertain him and his guests. His interest in the toys materialized due to his toyless and joyless childhood, and due to loneliness.
Legendary
Linden
Lana
Kharn
Rare
Oleg
Uncommon
Miya
Orro
Unofficial
Gromm Action Figure (Most prized toy)
Regrets not purchasing
Milah
Valerie
Other toys
Mini catapult
x2 Wind-Up Hussar
Parrot mask stolen from Gharid Grabsticks during the Arc of Thieves
An armour set of Maliddan.
Owns the High Detailed Map of Altera (10x15=150 individual pieces), produced by Lana Wake.
Masterworked Tarwood rowboat, allowing one to swim in the sea of scorching flames of Hell and Ashlands.
Hellarion - earkstone flagship - pride of the Empyrean Navy, - first ever Hellship of Altera.
Reinhard's Columbarium containing Reinhard's ashes, gifted by Lana Wake
Dranoden's Bust and a lamp in dedication to him, produced by Melarue.
Ceremonious book from the opening of Crawford's Library
Cherry Blossom Petal from the Spring Festival.
Tiny Rosa Arbor bonsai, from Evenfall's Grand Opening.
Giant Rosa Apple, from Evenfall's Grand Opening.
Three morbid paintings depicting: hellhounds, fallen Ivanov, and a ghost lady.
≽≼Pets≽≼
Paradiso, the King of Parrots, gifted by a merchant at Storm's Landing docks
Unnamed Tortora, gifted by a merchant at Storm's Landing docks, was intended as a gift to Carla before her passing
≽≼Awards≽≼
Dancers Trophy, awarded at Evenfall's Grand Opening.
Let down by absence of his fiancée and his stepdaughter, Reinhard had asked Asero Crow, a man of many talents, for a dance. The two had danced out the other pairs, rubbing shoulders and backs against one another, doing some daring moves mixed in with waltzing in the classical style. Despite the occasional slip-ups of the two, the pair had supported one another, and had great fun that evening.
Precursor Award Statue, awarded at the Precursor Research meeting at the Cathedral.
Reinhard in his early days, as part of Candlewood, was invited by Lana on the expeditions in research of the remains of Precursors, dabbed by him still to this day as bug-fish people. He had beginner's luck in the first two dig-ups, one at a communal village hidden in a cave beneath the Blackrush river, where he had uncovered two fossilized infants of the specimen, and at an exploration of an underground town around Mockingbay or Astrakhan, where he had uncovered a head of a victorious and bloodthirsty Queen-warriour, a spiked subspecies among the Precursors.
Exemplar Rose, awarded at a lecture at Crawford, alongside a rose basket.
Reinhard had been attending Lana's lectures on many occasions, and had learnt a lot from them, -- well, according to his clearly unbiased opinion.
≽≼Archaeological Findings≽≼
Some from Archaeological sites of Historians Union, others - from private expeditions.
Precursor collection
Precursor Grand Temple
[Keepsake] - Coarse Debris
[Common] - Black Spear
[Uncommon] - Moonstone Orb
[Rare] - Moon Goddess Banner
[Unique] - Death Stick
[Legendary] - Carapace Ring
Blackwaters Precursor village
x2 fossilized Precursor infants, twins
An ancient dried fish
A brown carapice ornamented axe
Mockingbay Precursor town
Spiked head of a Warmongering Queen
Astrakhan collection
[Common] - Royalist Spangenhelm
[Rare] - Statuette for the Dead
[Unique] - Metal Curse Tablet
[Legendary] - Royalist Commander's Breastplate [UNRESTORED]
First Footfall collection
[Keepsake] - Sandy Debris
[Unique] - Old Cannon (1 of the two donated to Evenfall Academy, the second gifted by Lucian)
[Legendary] - Captain's Compass (gift from Lucian Moonstone)
≽≼Hellscape≽≼
Crystal dust that turns fires blue
A Strange Key gifted by a hired mercenary, Alek
Two pickaxes of the slaughtered miners
A split in half by minotaur cuirass
Compass of Seeking, with an eye symbolics
A gold coin with an etched eye and crown on the other side
An invitation to a celebration
A black cauldron used by fiends {Donated to Evenfall}
A strange goblet, depicting a corrupted Sun deity.
Two coins
≽≼Nid Arach≽≼
An ancient instrument
Agility Kit
5 jewellery items
A Ladder Seed
3x bridge gapper seeds
A Big Mushroom Spore
≽≼Concoctions≽≼
Elixir of love
2x Rich Blood Wine
Fruit Wine
Fancy Wine
Aster Wine
Orange Delight
Spirits Honey Mead
Soolera Spice Mead
Lovely Landing Gin
Alchemy/Beauty
Scoptic Elixir by Iris
Reverie by Ayda
Lavender cream by Ayda
2x Elixir of Agility by Lana
≽≼Alterans≽≼
Reinhard had been an avid collector of the Alterans, he had spent almost all of his hard-earned money, to the point of borrowing, to purchase the one of the kind figurines. He wishes to imbue them one day with anima, to make them alive and entertain him and his guests. His interest in the toys materialized due to his toyless and joyless childhood, and due to loneliness.
Legendary
Linden
Lana
Kharn
Rare
Oleg
Uncommon
Miya
Orro
Unofficial
Gromm Action Figure (Most prized toy)
Regrets not purchasing
Milah
Valerie
Other toys
Mini catapult
x2 Wind-Up Hussar
Parrot mask stolen from Gharid Grabsticks during the Arc of Thieves
Reinhard's behaviour had gone through many changes as he grew in knowledge and experienced proportionally more the multifaceted world. His behaviour had been shaped by the multitude of people and situations he faced - be it in Nid Arach or in Hellscape, or elsewhere, and to each he had developed his own approach. Generally, he is an observant one - looking over areas he goes to, trying to locate any weaponry on people and identify all present. His analytical eyes try to read the situation - understand signals of the interlocutor, find exits to flee should the situation get out of hand, see if anyone is hearing on the grapevine to a privy conversation.
He lately had been less responsive to the amicable ones, no more faking it if he didn't like a joke as in the past or smiling unnecessarily - for the sake of bonding and signaling that he was harmless. It did make him, despite his ambiguity and tensions in conversations with the interlocutors, potentially more likable - as evident by the number of people tolerant of him, Abysmal, the horned one with an intimidating look.
He still lacks the love of the public, and their inaction to the injustice he faced, as during the attack of an Eldrich beast in the Landing, when he came to help - but instead got nearly killed by Uriel, blessed of Valiant, - with the crowds watching the unfair fight unfolding as if it was a performance, an entertainment, estranged him from the society, revolted him. Only compassion of the few, Kethron's treatment of his in prison with a subsequent release from the custody, Raenyr's visit to the cells when he felt lonely and abandoned, and the meeting of a woman reminding him a lot his past love, kept him from falling into the abyss of hatred towards the society.
As almost always, he maintains a model posture, walking regally wherever he goes - be it slums or in a palace. He tends to make himself more imposing, dramatic in appearance, with the surroundings acting as the props for his performances. It expresses itself in where he stands, and how - on the cliffside, with the winds to billow his cape and lush locks of hair, by the seaside, to let the blues of the skies and the waters contrast with his incarnadine armour, and let the sun remind in its gold, alluring gleam, - his own eyes.
Emotionally wise, he is usually tranquil outdoors, being soothed by the nature and the winds. He is more and more authentic in his expressions, but keeps, as in youth, hiding his true feelings at times - though, to no avail, as eyes shift to certain extent to elliptical shapes whenever he feels fear or disgust, or is in shock.
The appearance
Anhalders are known for their prominent facial features and height, and Reinhard perhaps is a no exception to that. However, by the standards he has less defined cheekbones, with only the relatively sharp chin hinting on his origins. His face is comparatively roundish – or so does it appear due to the lush, wavy blonde locks framing his head. By height, Reinhard is somewhere around 5’10-11, or for those who are more fortunate, – around 180 centimeters. Perhaps few would perceive him being taller than he is in fact – as explained by the perfect posture he upholds – almost never allowing himself to slouch. By the standards, his body appears to be athletic – but not muscular, with most of the muscles located in his upper half due to his continuous training with the mace and logging experience.
His unique appearance can be attributed to his knack and the consumption of "Goldmire", discovered with the Inquisition, or Firedust, along with arcane alterations and few routines. He does skincare routine religiously, and had arcane spells to remove his scars. Along with it, his teeth were sharpened and elongated, although, they couldn't be mistaken for Vyre fangs due to shortness. He did it for fun, to please the ladies even further, and particularly for pleasure of a very specific one.
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Refined, it looks like golden powder. When ingested over a long period of time, it gradually stains the eyes gold. Its regular users age slower than usual, allowing them to live double, sometimes triple their usual lifespan if they ingest it regularly in small doses. This effect also makes them not feel their age as much, as their body takes on a similar vigor to the prime of their life. This effect is mildly addictive; There are no withdrawal symptoms, but one's mind grows accustomed to its regular use and can feel sluggish without it. If one stops ingesting the drug entirely, they rapidly lose its geriatric properties, making them feel their age once more.
Knack:
〘⊱Goldmirer⊰〙
The Planar veils both horror and elysian beauty in it. The Arcane manifests itself in the eyes of Reinhard, turning the irises golden with the occasional gleam to them. The pupils may shift to an elliptical form dependent on emotional state, but otherwise are wholly cosmetic in nature.
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As anything, our boons and flaws are in the eye of the beholder. The list is not comprehensive but tries to outline the general ones. Of course, what matters the most is not just the traits – but how they would play out in situations, as only those truly do put at test one’s character.
◕Confident –
◑Witty –
⬤Ambitious –
◑Astute –
⬤Integral –
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⬤Narcissistic – Reinhard's narcissism is best described as altruistic. While he could do good deeds, he ultimately does them for either fame or bonding, or favours. When he doesn't get the due recognition he feels entitled to, especially when the taken action had risk or high costs for him, it leads him to spiral down into cold-blooded indifference, ranting, or, in the worst case scenario, an emotional outrage with its aftermath expressed in deep grudge held against "the ungrateful, selfish party", labeling them as inauthentic, irrational, emotionally unstable. Narcissism expresses itself prominently as of late in conversations that Reinhard holds - he draws attention to the flaws of those he finds incompetent, surprisingly finding people in concord with his opinions - after barraging them with helpful information and sprinkling in his own views for which he finds, with his creative mind, countless compelling supporting points for. He rarely has any bloodlust, the insatiable craving for revenge, - he is more of a spiteful accuser, who would go to great lengths to keep the unsightly party out of his life.
◕Vain – Reinhard cares about his appearance excessively, and he holds highly his accomplishments, for they, as he feels, are left in obscurity, unappreciated.
⬤Emotionally dependent – in the most intimate relations Reinhard loses his façade of control and stops pretending that he knows direction in life, becoming vulnerable with the person, almost worshipping them - and letting them do as they wish, even at cost of his own well-being. He could rationalize in a thousand ways behaviour of the other, letting them do crimes, while professing importance of justice - he doesn't hold them accountable to any social standards, and his - are quite low and naive, easy to manipulate or fake meeting them.
◔Intrusive – when bonding with people, Reinhard likes to know everything about them - this includes regrets, sorrows, or coveted dreams. At times, he may come off as intrusive - he understands it and uses cautious, sometimes apologetic language should the attempt of finding out the truth fail. At the core, he will find nothing wrong with his behaviour - for he thinks by sharing his own secrets, he is entitled to know the other person's life, at least eventually.
⬤Talkative – the man can be tiresome at times with his lengthy speeches, being self-aware of the flaw, but unable to correct that at times of distress. This expresses itself in instances when he gets even more elaborate in speech, voicing the multitude of suppositions and concerns his interlocutor might have, trying to obtain any response that would give them away – if they are a friend or foe – he smoothly transitions from being gallant, to turning humoristic, perky, and creative. He will be desperately trying to obtain any social cues to be at ease, trying hard to get the slightest hint of the directions of people around him, their sentiments, and beliefs. He would usually continue in his behaviour until he gradually phases out of it or bluntly snaps out of it once being overloaded.
〘{✧}〙Skills and Weaknesses
⫷⫸ Fighting:
✧Specializes in handling of Bludgeons, maces | was introduced to the weapon by his deceased love, Carla, but mostly self-trained. Had been in countless fights against a variety of opponents: bandits, demons, including the fliers and armored shadow-fiend, cultists, flying creatures, undead, drakodo.
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✧Specializes in Planar magic | mostly self-taught, but learnt the basics by observation of Raenyr's and Storm's spells
⫷⫸ Scholarly:
✧Specializes in demonic affairs | was taught about corruption by court animancer Iris, who became possessed and ultimately led him to join her. Subsequently was self-taught.
✧Specializes in archaeology | was involved in Precursor research conducted by Lana Wake, unearthing a massive collection of artefacts, some of which are displayed at Aesi Rovan's Museum or in private collection. Conducted archaeological expeditions with others, teaching them the basics
✧Specializes in Nid Arach | had conducted countless ventures into the cursed lands, alone or as a leader of a party.
⫷⫸ Communication:
✧Specializes in negotiations | managed to not die despite trespassing land of Branko in his first run during the Blood Moon, where maddened Melarue was seeking for a sacrifice
⫷⫸ Utility:
✧Knows how to operate Hellarion from Dakkar-Nor training
〘{✧}〙Accomplishments
(redacted due to size, along with P and P - Psychology Philosophy. Both are available at a request.)
〘{✧}〙Social Status or Alignment
Threatened by: Gods | The Inquisition | The Rangers | Frostlight | Linlea | Astrakhan | Storm's Landing | Vowrawn | Sydri |
Uncertain: Eirlys & Co. | Lana | Albert | Sophie | Leofwine | James
Neutral relations: the Apostle | Melarue and Co. | Kaatreya | Cassandra | Ardaline | Ophelia | Maliddan
Cooperative: Kethron | Edger | Grub | Branko & Co. | Targ & Greylings | Storm | Rae | Iris
Supported by: Geormorren | Elanor |
Had been mostly self-defending, having many close calls. Growing bitter at attempts on his life, on attempts on his infernal identity, at excessive injustices, Blud became unstable mentally and paranoid, withdrawing from the Public. He wishes to grow in power and shut himself off from the World, while trying to survive socially with the very few people he can interact with.
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✶The Flames of Premonition✶
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Fully Developed ═> Raging
Halted
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Guide to
Flames of Premonition
Denoted as ✶
Go from 1 to 5, and indicate inequities towards Rein and towards close one to him.
5 - you and those you care for may be tortured in all imaginable way, and then be rid of. Again. And again.
4 - you may be killed opportunistically.
3 - your weaknesses are thoroughly examined, you may be severely punished. In extreme cases, if called for - death.
2 - you are investigated for potential weaknesses, potentially mistreated or warned.
1 - you are mistrusted.
〘{✧}〙Wanderings of the Lonely Heart, or...✶The Flames of Premonition✶
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Guide to
Flames of Premonition
Denoted as ✶
Go from 1 to 5, and indicate inequities towards Rein and towards close one to him.
5 - you and those you care for may be tortured in all imaginable way, and then be rid of. Again. And again.
4 - you may be killed opportunistically.
3 - your weaknesses are thoroughly examined, you may be severely punished. In extreme cases, if called for - death.
2 - you are investigated for potential weaknesses, potentially mistreated or warned.
1 - you are mistrusted.
The Love Motif 
The defining theme of Reinhard as a character
Chronological recollection
The legend:
| Phase |
Unreliable narrative in cursive
<><>
"I
Training with [Best friend] goes wrong.
[Redacted]
The couple
During coming of age meets [Redacted].
☙༺═───<≼{✿⊱༺❁༻༺❁༻⊰✿}≽>───═༻❧
The Loved One
<≼?≽>
"At last, I had found You."
⊹✶⊹
<{|}>
☙༺═───<≼{✿⊱༺❁༻༺❁༻⊰✿}≽>───═༻❧
? Family ?
Ayo, step-dad Rein Arc unlocked ?
『Theme | SMILE
』
☙༺═───<≼{✿⊱༺༻༺༻⊰✿}≽>───═༻❧
Distant family
ꔰ Velmont ꔰ
You are the opposite of me,
Quiet, reserved, reputable, discreet,
Yet we get along well.
You appear loyal to me, and trustworthy enough to be my confidant.
Perhaps you aren't like him, my best friend, but you are like a brother to me.
I hope to not put to prove your expectations, and make you smile.
I hate seeing your gloomy façade, I want you to enjoy life, just as I do.
Make you live in your apple heaven,
Relishing the forbidden fruits of glory.
☙༺═───<≼{ꔰ⊱༺༻༒༺༻⊰ꔰ}≽>───═༻❧
The Visionaries
{|⛧|}
Nullifidian
I hope we can achieve our Dreams,
And without me becoming what you Hate.
{|⛧|}
?
By the Seal of Blood,
Your Rule is Destined.
{|⛧|}
My Love, the One
I still couldn't believe it, -
But I had finally found You.
I know, /You are the One/.
It /can't/ be otherwise.
I love You the way You are.
But, the costumes and aspirations
Are calling us forth, - don't they?
༻༒༺
{|⛧|}
?
The Alluring Glow
Calls me Forth
To Chasms or to Ascension?
{|⛧|}
?
Investment Project
I secretly want you to be my dominatrix. I feel ashamed.
⊱<≼⊹≽>⊰
Comrade Shade
{|⛧|}
A much better fit,
Isn't it?
Enjoy.
{|⛧|}
The Creator
I love your creations.
They tickle the minds and the souls of the people.
☙༺═───<≼{✿⊱༺❁༻༺❁༻⊰✿}≽>───═༻❧
Dancing, Romancing, and some exes
The Unfeeling one
Ẏ̶̻̻̟̀͊o̵̡̹̪̅̓͘υ̴̢̦͖͋̌̕ ̷̲̭̜͒̈́̈ɒ̴̠͚̊̂̈́ͅɿ̴̩̘̼́́̎ǝ̴̢̮̗́̀̓ ̵̧͙̘͑̀̾Ɉ̸̮̞̤̈́̈́͂ʜ̶͕͍͇̀̀̇ǝ̵̨̪̣͛̄̕ ̷̱͚͕̔̔̈ƨ̷̣̬̱̏̈̿ớ̸̦̥͎̃ĺ̷̯̼̜͌̀ǝ̶̡͕͊̏̉͜ ̵̹̘̬͒̎̓Ơ̶̩͎̼̍̌ñ̶̨͚͉̒̈́ǝ̶̗̱̬̄̈͝ ̷̹̦̘̄̊̐I̷͕̪̺̾̏̓ ̴̡̧͈͛͌͌ƨ̵̛̤̝̗̈͠ʜ̴̥̱̤̈́̆̽ɒ̷̟̣̼̏̽͛l̵̟͈̘̃́̀l̷̳̦̠͒̀̓ ̵̠̗͖̃̇͝w̷̧̨͖̆̎̾ơ̶͕̟̗̓͝ɿ̷͙͙̤̀̌͌ƨ̵̙͇̥̾̾͋ʜ̸̗̝͍̈́͂̑i̸̺̳̟̽̈́̚q̵̧̰̦̽̑̈́
『Theme | 80s』
Feelings:
Naive, romanticized, desperate youth, no mourning | Barely remembers her | Moved onward
I was young and desperate, idealizing her, seeing not past her flaws and plainness.
But she introduced me to the Power of Gold, and kept my romantic side mislead, as many others did, but alive. I kept on searching.
For the One.
The Immature one
Ẏ̶̻̻̟̀͊o̵̡̹̪̅̓͘υ̴̢̦͖͋̌̕ ̷̲̭̜͒̈́̈ɒ̴̠͚̊̂̈́ͅɿ̴̩̘̼́́̎ǝ̴̢̮̗́̀̓ ̵̧͙̘͑̀̾Ɉ̸̮̞̤̈́̈́͂ʜ̶͕͍͇̀̀̇ǝ̵̨̪̣͛̄̕ ̷̱͚͕̔̔̈ƨ̷̣̬̱̏̈̿ớ̸̦̥͎̃ĺ̷̯̼̜͌̀ǝ̶̡͕͊̏̉͜ ̵̹̘̬͒̎̓Ơ̶̩͎̼̍̌ñ̶̨͚͉̒̈́ǝ̶̗̱̬̄̈͝ ̷̹̦̘̄̊̐I̷͕̪̺̾̏̓ ̴̡̧͈͛͌͌ƨ̵̛̤̝̗̈͠ʜ̴̥̱̤̈́̆̽ɒ̷̟̣̼̏̽͛l̵̟͈̘̃́̀l̷̳̦̠͒̀̓ ̵̠̗͖̃̇͝w̷̧̨͖̆̎̾ơ̶͕̟̗̓͝ɿ̷͙͙̤̀̌͌ƨ̵̙͇̥̾̾͋ʜ̸̗̝͍̈́͂̑i̸̺̳̟̽̈́̚q̵̧̰̦̽̑̈́
『Theme | Classical』
Feelings:
Semi-realistic foolishness, and frozen grief | Remembers her, recalls often | Touchy, - unbearable grudge
She was not plain, - she was all a man could want, - I told myself. Yet, - her mind wasn't as well-developed as the wrapping.
She left me suddenly and painfully, -with fate of the twins unknown. I do not know - if I will not kill her on sight.
I think I have no feelings for her, - even the hatred, - after she left the void in me.
A void, that only the One could fill. I still believed, - and searched for Her.
And not for her.
{|✧|}
The Oracle
Almond oil, silk robe, shockingly inappropriate lingerie...
『Theme | Classical』
『Theme | 80s A side』
『Theme | 80s B side』
『Theme | 2000s pop-funk, Cynical alternative ending』
<>
the Conundrum Phase:
During the Conundrum, - I thought I was mildly attracted to her. I considered her to be the best-fit, to join our relationship. I arranged for the two to meet, and like one another. They did, - as friends, but nothing further. For the better. It would had been a large, unhappy family.
Post the Conundrum:
Even lonely, knowing she would embrace me, I wish not to see her. I have no lust, and I have no love for her.
{|✧|}
The Temptress
A spark, taboo, the risk impending...
『Theme | AOR』
Feelings:
<>
the Conundrum Phase:
I never dared to have an affair with you behind my fiancée's back. And thankfully, neither did you, with your fiancé. Yet, - we flirted, and we had kissed. It means nothing to me, and never will be.
We would had been unhappy, all together, or just two of us.
Post the Conundrum:
I feel sorry to her, for enduring my flirts. Hope they were at least amusing to her.
{|✧|}
The Blushy
Gazes, blushes, sweating...
『Theme | Melancholic Jazzy Cinematic Theme』
『Theme | Funky tune』
the Conundrum Phase:
I was desperate. I liked your presence, as an interlocutor, as a potential friend. But then I showered you in innuendos during the Phase. Trying to get your attention. To trigger some kind of the change for my desperate state. It did...
Post the Conundrum:
You tried to kill me for a reason. I understand it now. I am terribly sorry for what you had to endure. I am speaking truthfully.
{|✧|}
The Eyelashes
Stuffed rosy cheeks, the squeezable hair bun, captivating, flattering eyelashes...
Dated to flee loneliness | Laughs at recollection, - hopes friendship can be resparked | Never had feelings. Wishes to see her again.
<>
the Conundrum Phase:
I was attracted to you, - as a friend, and I must admit bit romantically. Nonetheless, I flirted with you, while viewing you as my friend in the making.
Post the Conundrum:
I regret hitting on you. I hope we can move past that if we will meet again, - and that we will laugh at the past.
◈༺═───⫷⫸☽✪☾⫷⫸───═༻◈
Colleagues, adventuring partners
{⊹}
Ruckus – a loyal friend and a colleague. I can't call him visionary as he is more of a follower than a leader, but I regard him highly - perhaps even as a confidant. He did have certain faults, giving in to pressure of Aleksei, spilled the beans to Lana, but he had unlike the most redeemed himself through his bravery in the Hellmaze, and his relentless support of me. He combats in these places his inner fiends, the paranoia and madness, the past, while fighting off the incarnate fiends - and it profoundly impresses me, how far he goes for the sake of me, and hopefully, for one's own development. I think we are bound to success, and I can trust him my secrets and my well-being. The defining theme of Reinhard as a character
Chronological recollection
The legend:
| Phase |
Unreliable narrative in cursive
<>
<>"I
Training with [Best friend] goes wrong.
[Redacted]
The couple
During coming of age meets [Redacted].
☙༺═───<≼{✿⊱༺❁༻
༺❁༻⊰✿}≽>───═༻❧The Loved One
<≼?≽>
"At last, I had found You."
⊹✶⊹
<{|}>
☙༺═───<≼{✿⊱༺❁༻
༺❁༻⊰✿}≽>───═༻❧? Family ?
Ayo, step-dad Rein Arc unlocked ?
『Theme | SMILE
』☙༺═───<≼{✿⊱༺༻
༺༻⊰✿}≽>───═༻❧Distant family
ꔰ Velmont ꔰ
You are the opposite of me,
Quiet, reserved, reputable, discreet,
Yet we get along well.
You appear loyal to me, and trustworthy enough to be my confidant.
Perhaps you aren't like him, my best friend, but you are like a brother to me.
I hope to not put to prove your expectations, and make you smile.
I hate seeing your gloomy façade, I want you to enjoy life, just as I do.
Make you live in your apple heaven,
Relishing the forbidden fruits of glory.
☙༺═───<≼{ꔰ⊱༺༻༒༺༻⊰ꔰ}≽>───═༻❧
The Visionaries
{|⛧|}
And without me becoming what you Hate.
{|⛧|}
?
By the Seal of Blood,
Your Rule is Destined.
{|⛧|}
My Love, the One
But I had finally found You.
I know, /You are the One/.
It /can't/ be otherwise.
I love You the way You are.
But, the costumes and aspirations
Are calling us forth, - don't they?
༻༒༺
{|⛧|}
?
The Alluring Glow
Calls me Forth
To Chasms or to Ascension?
{|⛧|}
?
Investment Project
I secretly want you to be my dominatrix. I feel ashamed.
⊱<≼⊹≽>⊰
Comrade Shade
{|⛧|}
A much better fit,
Isn't it?
Enjoy.
{|⛧|}
The Creator
I love your creations.
They tickle the minds and the souls of the people.
☙༺═───<≼{✿⊱༺❁༻
༺❁༻⊰✿}≽>───═༻❧Dancing, Romancing, and some exes
The Unfeeling one
Ẏ̶̻̻̟̀͊o̵̡̹̪̅̓͘υ̴̢̦͖͋̌̕ ̷̲̭̜͒̈́̈ɒ̴̠͚̊̂̈́ͅɿ̴̩̘̼́́̎ǝ̴̢̮̗́̀̓ ̵̧͙̘͑̀̾Ɉ̸̮̞̤̈́̈́͂ʜ̶͕͍͇̀̀̇ǝ̵̨̪̣͛̄̕ ̷̱͚͕̔̔̈ƨ̷̣̬̱̏̈̿ớ̸̦̥͎̃ĺ̷̯̼̜͌̀ǝ̶̡͕͊̏̉͜ ̵̹̘̬͒̎̓Ơ̶̩͎̼̍̌ñ̶̨͚͉̒̈́ǝ̶̗̱̬̄̈͝ ̷̹̦̘̄̊̐I̷͕̪̺̾̏̓ ̴̡̧͈͛͌͌ƨ̵̛̤̝̗̈͠ʜ̴̥̱̤̈́̆̽ɒ̷̟̣̼̏̽͛l̵̟͈̘̃́̀l̷̳̦̠͒̀̓ ̵̠̗͖̃̇͝w̷̧̨͖̆̎̾ơ̶͕̟̗̓͝ɿ̷͙͙̤̀̌͌ƨ̵̙͇̥̾̾͋ʜ̸̗̝͍̈́͂̑i̸̺̳̟̽̈́̚q̵̧̰̦̽̑̈́
『Theme | 80s』
Feelings:
Naive, romanticized, desperate youth, no mourning | Barely remembers her | Moved onward
I was young and desperate, idealizing her, seeing not past her flaws and plainness.
But she introduced me to the Power of Gold, and kept my romantic side mislead, as many others did, but alive. I kept on searching.
For the One.
The Immature one
Ẏ̶̻̻̟̀͊o̵̡̹̪̅̓͘υ̴̢̦͖͋̌̕ ̷̲̭̜͒̈́̈ɒ̴̠͚̊̂̈́ͅɿ̴̩̘̼́́̎ǝ̴̢̮̗́̀̓ ̵̧͙̘͑̀̾Ɉ̸̮̞̤̈́̈́͂ʜ̶͕͍͇̀̀̇ǝ̵̨̪̣͛̄̕ ̷̱͚͕̔̔̈ƨ̷̣̬̱̏̈̿ớ̸̦̥͎̃ĺ̷̯̼̜͌̀ǝ̶̡͕͊̏̉͜ ̵̹̘̬͒̎̓Ơ̶̩͎̼̍̌ñ̶̨͚͉̒̈́ǝ̶̗̱̬̄̈͝ ̷̹̦̘̄̊̐I̷͕̪̺̾̏̓ ̴̡̧͈͛͌͌ƨ̵̛̤̝̗̈͠ʜ̴̥̱̤̈́̆̽ɒ̷̟̣̼̏̽͛l̵̟͈̘̃́̀l̷̳̦̠͒̀̓ ̵̠̗͖̃̇͝w̷̧̨͖̆̎̾ơ̶͕̟̗̓͝ɿ̷͙͙̤̀̌͌ƨ̵̙͇̥̾̾͋ʜ̸̗̝͍̈́͂̑i̸̺̳̟̽̈́̚q̵̧̰̦̽̑̈́
『Theme | Classical』
Feelings:
Semi-realistic foolishness, and frozen grief | Remembers her, recalls often | Touchy, - unbearable grudge
She was not plain, - she was all a man could want, - I told myself. Yet, - her mind wasn't as well-developed as the wrapping.
She left me suddenly and painfully, -with fate of the twins unknown. I do not know - if I will not kill her on sight.
I think I have no feelings for her, - even the hatred, - after she left the void in me.
A void, that only the One could fill. I still believed, - and searched for Her.
And not for her.
{|✧|}
The Oracle
Almond oil, silk robe, shockingly inappropriate lingerie...
『Theme | Classical』
『Theme | 80s A side』
『Theme | 80s B side』
『Theme | 2000s pop-funk, Cynical alternative ending』
I lost the One, as I thought, - and then she came to my life. Not to replace her, but show what I was lacking. And yet, - she wasn't the One. I knew even back then. There were no feelings. Just lust.
<>
the Conundrum Phase:
During the Conundrum, - I thought I was mildly attracted to her. I considered her to be the best-fit, to join our relationship. I arranged for the two to meet, and like one another. They did, - as friends, but nothing further. For the better. It would had been a large, unhappy family.
Post the Conundrum:
Even lonely, knowing she would embrace me, I wish not to see her. I have no lust, and I have no love for her.
{|✧|}
The Temptress
A spark, taboo, the risk impending...
『Theme | AOR』
Feelings:
Being attracted to you was a sign - that things were not right. I craved for attention, - even unhealthy one. I am glad it didn't develop - would had been awkward.
<>
the Conundrum Phase:
I never dared to have an affair with you behind my fiancée's back. And thankfully, neither did you, with your fiancé. Yet, - we flirted, and we had kissed. It means nothing to me, and never will be.
We would had been unhappy, all together, or just two of us.
Post the Conundrum:
I feel sorry to her, for enduring my flirts. Hope they were at least amusing to her.
{|✧|}
The Blushy
Gazes, blushes, sweating...
『Theme | Melancholic Jazzy Cinematic Theme』
『Theme | Funky tune』
<>
the Conundrum Phase:
I was desperate. I liked your presence, as an interlocutor, as a potential friend. But then I showered you in innuendos during the Phase. Trying to get your attention. To trigger some kind of the change for my desperate state. It did...
Post the Conundrum:
You tried to kill me for a reason. I understand it now. I am terribly sorry for what you had to endure. I am speaking truthfully.
{|✧|}
The Eyelashes
Stuffed rosy cheeks, the squeezable hair bun, captivating, flattering eyelashes...
Dated to flee loneliness | Laughs at recollection, - hopes friendship can be resparked | Never had feelings. Wishes to see her again.
<>
the Conundrum Phase:
I was attracted to you, - as a friend, and I must admit bit romantically. Nonetheless, I flirted with you, while viewing you as my friend in the making.
Post the Conundrum:
I regret hitting on you. I hope we can move past that if we will meet again, - and that we will laugh at the past.
◈༺═───⫷⫸☽✪☾⫷⫸───═༻◈
Colleagues, adventuring partners
{⊹}
⬤Likability – his undying support of me and the flatteries put me nothing but into ecstasy, there are very few people like him, - they are met if lucky few times in one's lifetime.
◕Comprehension – I wish to treat him for his hard work, but I know not what he wants as a man, besides a quiet life. Perhaps loneliness he wants to avoid at a farm, perhaps, it is sense of power he wants to feel, to keep his paranoia low? I am happy to satisfy both of these needs, and do more to keep him in my company. So long as he is happy, and better off. Though, - there are moments when I do not understand him - and I might need to look deeper into it, - into his soul, into his psyche.
A true friend and a brave hero.
『Theme』
『Theme | Japanese AOR』
~✧~
The Premonition Flames: –『Theme』
『Theme | Japanese AOR』
~✧~
Faults:
⊱≼≽⊰
Lana – you had been kind to be, - but lately, you had been dismissive of me as a person, - not caring about my emotions, - only about yours and of others. You put too much weight to words as if intentionally, - when I blurt them out in a rush of emotions. I wish you could treat me one day with the respect that I deserve.
◔Likability – her mistreatment of me makes me forget about the good things, and focus on her worse qualities, that I dismissed in the past. Duplicity, the controlling nature, and covertness. Nonetheless, she showed me kindness in the past, and I do not forget it.
◕Comprehension – I think I understand her better now, as a family man in the making. Though, some elements of her scholarly talks and some visions of hers are too hard for me to grasp, as well as her fluctuating moods and offendable nature.
Old friend and The scholarly Loner
『Theme | 80s pop, British classic』
~✧~
Faults: Was dismissive of my feelings, was ungrateful for my help with the Wraith.
⊱≼≽⊰
Asero – a loveless, although accomplished, assertive middle aged man who is good to have on my side. Lacks eloquence and discipline, but perhaps occasionally truthful. A councilor, a so called dragon-slayer, - an Ashlands enthusiast, I would had been good friends with him... If friendship exists. But men almost always prove it doesn't. And Asero is one of them.
◔Likability – his need to assert himself as if to compensate lack of confidence does irritate me, but if I brush that aside he was quite an enjoyable dance partner at the gala, and our talks about ladies did bond us. Only he probably fakes it all, - fakes being my friend. While feeding my enemies with intel he gathers under my nose, under pretense of being good to me. He isn't. He is a traitor, - and fake. He disobeyed me, - and will do it again. I must cut ties, - after using him to the fullest.
◕Comprehension – if what he claims to be is truth, I know him quite well at this point. He knows a lot about me, I know somewhat enough about him, to not inquire him further. Though, I would enjoy asking him of his past adventures, - and shaping his mind, to rid him of that stupid zealotry and group mentality, - I can't rely on the latter, as if circumstances change, the setting does, he can do it again. And he will.
Muscle man to keep an eye on
『Theme』
~✧~
Faults: Killed Cassandra. Belittled me. Lies to me. Spies on me.
⊱≼≽⊰
Storm – a solid and reputable man, straight to the point and trustworthy. I do not know how he manages it, but he is very likable and diplomatic. I never had an argument with him, and it is quite an achievement considering my ever-controversial views. And yet he has a strong character, he is authentic, chill, and doesn't hide his beliefs. What in hell is the man's secret?!
⬤Likability – To think about it, Storm is almost like a fatherly figure to me... He gave me always solid advices, and he is of good influence on me - I behave more rationally and maturely in his presence. And he is rather reliable, hadn't seen or heard him fault me once. Do not know how he manages to do it again, he is like a puzzle to me.
◕Comprehension – If I get the whole story, and I think I do, I understand Storm quite well, bar perhaps politics and his visions of how Altera should be like, or opinions on the entities. His family's loss, the cultural loneliness, the aspirations for magics and adventures, I resonate with all of it. Only one thing bothers me - why isn't he as popular as I could imagine him to be?
A fatherly figure, and a friend, I hope.
~✧~
The Premonition Flames: –~✧~
Faults: –
⊱≼≽⊰
Sirius – a student to follow my footsteps, to some point - after all, I do not want him to be as great as me. I want my children to be such - he, he just can be in the shadow of them.
◑Likability – He is bound to me by contract, so, I do like him - he follows my commands. Though, outside of our relations, I wish he could had expressed more of his hobbies, his talents, his views. That he took some initiative. But he is learning, after all...
◑Comprehension – he is easy to comprehend - wants wealth, power, ladies, and probably belonging. I shall provide him that, so long as he serves well me.
A student or a slave, generally - a follower.
~✧~
The Premonition Flames: –~✧~
Faults:
⊱≼≽⊰
☙༺═───<≼{⊱✧⊰}≽>───═༻❧
The Cherished
⬤-◔Likability – you got my nearly unconditional support, Iris. But deep inside, I fear you, you hold too much power over me through the contract. When shall you exercise it, how? And now that I have Ayda, and my aspirations, within my grasp... And after your husband spilled the beans, and you yourself... Should I end our relations, or carry on with it? What for?
?Comprehension – I am confused. Too many questions to ask. All I know, I hold sympathy for you, for what you went through.
The companion I adore and Fear
『Theme | 80s A side』
『Theme | 80s B side』
『Theme』
『Theme | Simping Arc A side』
『Theme | Simping Arc B side』
『Album』
~✧~
The Premonition Flames: -『Theme | 80s A side』
『Theme | 80s B side』
『Theme』
『Theme | Simping Arc A side』
『Theme | Simping Arc B side』
『Album』
~✧~
Faults:
⊱≼≽⊰
Haefer – one man told me sassy Moorish women are best to be avoided, yet Haefer swayed aside this thought whenever I heard her jewellery's jingle or saw her, she allured me to join her. My concerns, my worries, melted whenever I was in her presence, when she teased nonchalantly, but at other times - I was at odds with her, uncertain why we were not emotionally intimate, and our conversations, it felt as if there was a distance between us, the boundary we would never traverse. Now I understand why. It is for the better.
◔Likability – when you are kind and sweet I can, if I wish, I could submit to you, but you feel inauthentic to me. I have no more desire to play the games with you in the long run nor short run, only chit-chat on rare occasions, and business - doesn't seem like you are a reliable partner, same as in love, from what you shared. The latter is the least disappointing considering your profession, compared with the former - "business" side you proudly flaunted with. Espionage payment, - the bet, - your lack of the adventurous spirit, initiative, trying to hook me on a drug. You are a disappointment. A selfish, irrational one.
◑Comprehension – even if it is the whole story about you, it still baffles me - your lifestyle, the way you became who you are, and whom do you want to become. It is... Confusing, but this confusion doesn't preoccupy me as it does with Iris or other women.
An experienced woman, fun, nonchalant, but is she caring? Doesn't appear so.
Neither adventurous enough... A disappointment, nothing but a pretty wrapping.
『Theme』
『Album』
~✧~
Faults: You are not as supportive as I had hoped, charming, yes, but substance, the care, is lacking.
⊱≼≽⊰
Eirlys – if I could anyhow describe this elusive woman, it would be a mixture of Haefer and Iris. The enigma and hidden determination of the latter, and pragmatic callousness and some deep-hidden hurt that I could sense beneath the flashy exteriour. Such people allure me not with their wrapping. - it merely catches my eyes, - but with what's beneath it. Their stories, their emotions beneath the façade, I crave those meaningful things. Alas, unwrapping them is always complicated, they may multiply tenfold their glossy covers as they sense they got you hooked, and leave you exhausted taking them off - forcing you to play their games of benefit to keep on trying, yet, with no answer in horizon - of who they are. Haefer did keep this game, drugging and tricking me. In the end, I felt used, bored, shallow in her shallowness at some point. Iris was the same story, although, more effective, - as I do not know even if I was tricked, - all I know, she hides the truth about herself, despite all my efforts, despite the contract. As to Eirlys... I get the same vibes, does she make glimpses of her true self by mistake or intentionally, to keep me hooked? What's her end goal? Why is she cold to me?
⬤-?-◑Likability – She is charming, interesting to talk to, coquettish, as I like it, but I am perplexed. At times I feel appreciated by her, other times - that all of it is just a game. Her facial expressions, her degree of involvement - I read it all, observe, and I feel she flickers from one state or another. I try to talk to her about the deeper things, get closer glimpses - of who she really is, but we often swim up to the surface. What makes her go from personal to more impersonal, from shallow to deep, from heedful to indifferent, and vice versa?
?Comprehension – I do not understand well this type of women, they are enigmatic for a reason. But I like them, I want to help them, even if it may hurt me.
Sophisticated Lady
『Defining Theme | One of the Kind Acapella』
『Defining Theme | city jpop 80s, classic, English cover version』
『Theme | city jpop 80s』
~✧~
<>The Conundrum causer<>
{The Toy Stage}
I lost it when my fiancee disappeared. I lost the sense of joy and of self-respect. I lost it all.
Eirlys came as the third woman in that period, - the most direct and frisky one among them. And yet, she is cold beneath the glossy façade. I love her nonetheless, - I... I do not know what love is. Is there such a thing? Is it bad, - if I enjoy her treating me like a pet? Is it bad, that I do not search for Ayda, and flirt with Eirlys in her very home? I am heartbroken and confused. I want to be played with. I want to see smile on her face, a genuine one, and for her to kiss me lovingly, - I want to feel like I am worth something. Eirlys... Might be not caring, but she values me, one way or another. I will try... I will try to melt her callous, frozen heart, and enjoy this mistreatment. I got too used to it through my unfortunate life. And she is so good at it...
The Premonition Flames: 『Defining Theme | One of the Kind Acapella』
『Defining Theme | city jpop 80s, classic, English cover version』
『Theme | city jpop 80s』
~✧~
<>The Conundrum causer<>
In the Library, as we spoke on many topics, revolving around things I enjoy, hobbies, interlocutors, relations,
I felt suddenly... Different. I do not know what caused it, was it a reaction to her saying she isn't seeking for love?
Was it the flickering, the changing of her behaviour, of her expressions, that made me feel hollow, like all of it was just a game?
Was it the fact she is ran through,
or was it the rather unimaginative, tame, plain way she held me by my wrists?
Was it the lack of care for Ayda, or for me that I felt, or of Eirlys's lack of care for oneself?
Was it the toppling of the elevated, idolized image of a woman, that lost its gloss, its perfection,
Replaced by weakness, lack of wholeness, the chipped brokenness, at inability to love, at satisfaction of mediocracy, shallowness?
Out of the sudden, I lost the joy of hitting up on women,
Lost the will,
Of maintaining the search for the third wheel.
I still appreciate beauty, flirt, to entertain myself, but no more I feel the thrill and joy
With women other than the One.
I flirted and went on dates with about eight women prior to it.
I feel still like a part of me was cut out.
I do not know how to feel, but she tells me it is a good thing, that I am no broken.
Am I?
I felt suddenly... Different. I do not know what caused it, was it a reaction to her saying she isn't seeking for love?
Was it the flickering, the changing of her behaviour, of her expressions, that made me feel hollow, like all of it was just a game?
Was it the fact she is ran through,
or was it the rather unimaginative, tame, plain way she held me by my wrists?
Was it the lack of care for Ayda, or for me that I felt, or of Eirlys's lack of care for oneself?
Was it the toppling of the elevated, idolized image of a woman, that lost its gloss, its perfection,
Replaced by weakness, lack of wholeness, the chipped brokenness, at inability to love, at satisfaction of mediocracy, shallowness?
Out of the sudden, I lost the joy of hitting up on women,
Lost the will,
Of maintaining the search for the third wheel.
I still appreciate beauty, flirt, to entertain myself, but no more I feel the thrill and joy
With women other than the One.
I flirted and went on dates with about eight women prior to it.
I feel still like a part of me was cut out.
I do not know how to feel, but she tells me it is a good thing, that I am no broken.
Am I?
{The Toy Stage}
I lost it when my fiancee disappeared. I lost the sense of joy and of self-respect. I lost it all.
Eirlys came as the third woman in that period, - the most direct and frisky one among them. And yet, she is cold beneath the glossy façade. I love her nonetheless, - I... I do not know what love is. Is there such a thing? Is it bad, - if I enjoy her treating me like a pet? Is it bad, that I do not search for Ayda, and flirt with Eirlys in her very home? I am heartbroken and confused. I want to be played with. I want to see smile on her face, a genuine one, and for her to kiss me lovingly, - I want to feel like I am worth something. Eirlys... Might be not caring, but she values me, one way or another. I will try... I will try to melt her callous, frozen heart, and enjoy this mistreatment. I got too used to it through my unfortunate life. And she is so good at it...
Faults:
⊱≼≽⊰
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The Adored
The Adored
Carpenter – an extremely diplomatic construct who is an astute socialite. I miss him.
⬤Likability – easy to like, I wonder at times - where did this charming devil with metal flesh came from, how did he become who he is?
◕Comprehension – he becomes clearer and clearer in his intentionality, although, I do not understand his earning to be independent in endeavors I wish to assist in to return the favour - does he find me patronizing? Irrespective, it is a minor thing we do not meet eye to eye on.
The person I had been looking for
『Theme』
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The Premonition Flames: –『Theme』
~✧~
Faults: –
⊱≼≽⊰
Isolde – a scientist in the truest sense - her discipline is mind-boggling, but I will try to get her loose, hehe-he. She is, like Carpenter, surpassingly supportive of me - and loyal, I am in eternal gratitude, which I must repay by all means. Her witty mind had come up with an idea to flee from persecuting me madman to the sewers, from which I escaped the Landing unscathed. I miss her.
⬤Likability – I do enjoy her company, she is a fine interlocutor, a very well-educated woman. If I could only shaken her up a little, - my efforts so far had been perilous, but I shall persist.
◑Comprehension – her medical terminology is beyond my understanding, so are her claims on as to why she helped me - she created more trouble for herself.
Observant and logical companion
『Theme』
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The Premonition Flames: –『Theme』
~✧~
Faults: –
⊱≼≽⊰
༺═───<≼✧≽>───═༻
The Blazing Ones
Kaatreya – Natrizima. Natrizima. NATRIZIMA. How is she related to HIM?The Blazing Ones
?Likability – Prudish, bold, competitive, rather... Tolerant. For some reason I cannot see in her malice, this hidden scheming menace glinting in her eyes - I do not see it. And that might be the bane of me, - when she slits my throat during one of our practices. I would be a fool again. My friend tells me I shouldn't be paranoid, but she is Natrizima. Why shouldn't she kill off me? Surely she can deal with the quietness in the halls - she loves it, and my hits on her wouldn't drive over her ears anymore.
◔Comprehension – I know near nothing about her.
<>The Loneliness Phase<>
Her words struck deeply in me. I had been desperately spending day and night in Evenfall, hoping the emptiness would go away.
Hard to achieve it when you succumb to paranoia, to go anyplace else.
And when you enjoy so few people, finding them only adding to the boredom, and not making it subside,
- It makes it only worse.
She for some reason does make me feel less empty. I can't tell whether I am rational or not, to take the risks, to be in her company.
Is she worth it?
Can't tell.
I only know,
That her presence works.
Hard to achieve it when you succumb to paranoia, to go anyplace else.
And when you enjoy so few people, finding them only adding to the boredom, and not making it subside,
- It makes it only worse.
She for some reason does make me feel less empty. I can't tell whether I am rational or not, to take the risks, to be in her company.
Is she worth it?
Can't tell.
I only know,
That her presence works.
~✧~
Faults: –
⊱≼≽⊰
〘═───⊱<≼⊹≽>⊰───═〙
The Heated
The Heated
Aislin – we barely had known each other, but your sweetness has taken over me. I think we will go along well, but it does take time to establish connection between us.
⬤Likability – you were wearing your heart on your sleeve with me so far, being a good interlocutor. That is truly impressive.
◔Comprehension – I suppose you are not lurking any dark secrets behind this innocent composure and cheerful smile of yours? I do hope to make you happy, regardless of if you join me on the adventure or not.
Not so rotten, in fact wholesome
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The Premonition Flames: –~✧~
Faults: -
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The Smouldering
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Lukewarm
The Smouldering
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Lukewarm
Somnastra – one of those tree-loving-hugging hippies, the Rangers, their leader, and Ashna's loyal toy soldier, despite her denial of the fact. Her skills in wilderness are admirable, so is her ability to seemingly unite people together. Though, I do not know her well enough to judge what to expect from her - she seemed more civilized than Laicelem, handling the bickering - that is commendable, a sign of civility, - but what if it was nothing but a way to take hold of the cape? But then again, they didn't seem to hunt me down ever since she stepped in to put on a leash the trio. But then again - is she the mastermind behind Iris and Lysander's relationship? How do the Rangers threaten Iris now, is it the zealotry of hers showing? How much do they know? She frightens me. I do not want to be once again in a pit, mocked and tortured, - lose my identity, just to appease them or grant them favour among their twisted gods. I will avoid her, till I have enough power to invoke respect in people like her, till it becomes a deterrent they can't ignore.
◑Likability – You do not appear to me as a junkie-slacker like the rest... I will remember you putting down Laicelem and his hounds from barking in my ears, - and your aid in the Ashlands during our terrible expedition.
◔Comprehension – I do not know you, neither do you know me, and do not dare to claim otherwise.
The hippiest girl of Altera.
~✧~
The Premonition Flames: ✶ ✶ ✶ (the Ranger)~✧~
Faults: You hippie-slackers hunted me down just because I had horns. And still fucking do.
⊱≼≽⊰
◑Likability – she has this certain charm to her, she is a good interlocutor, despite her feats of paranoia, rage, pride, - and absentmindedness. At the same time, I couldn't forget how frightening it was - to see her in Nid Arach, in full Blood Moon, eager to finish me and my comrades off. I couldn't forget how she tried to stand in my way in Inquisition's place.
◔Comprehension – I know who is precious to you, but the rest I know not. You are a mystery.
Sophisticated lady.
~✧~
The Premonition Flames: ✶✶✶~✧~
Faults: Sided with Aleksei. Plays schemes. Untrustworthy, - yet pleasant to interact with.
⊱≼≽⊰
Raenyr – I went from adoring you to hating you, now it is mere indifference, and cautiousness that I hold. I doubt you are one to bring change to our relations, you are always proud or socially inept, or unwilling to change. So be it. I will wait till my Dream is realized, for you to look at the fruits of my labour, and envy me, be jealous - at not being my by side all these years.
◔Likability – if you sing your usual song of how corrupt I am or miserable, pathetic, I am just going to carry on and shut you off. I had enough of it. I want nothing but simple conversation, but you always turn them awkward or dangerous to me. How many times had you endangered my life, and for what? How many times you emotionally mopped me on the floor, with my face scrubbing against the floor you walked over?
◑Comprehension – you are selfish.
The Nightmare I want to forget
『Theme | 80s Japanese anime』
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The Premonition Flames: ✶ ✶ ✶ ✶『Theme | 80s Japanese anime』
~✧~
Faults: made me feel worthless, stole the gift - the dagger, from me, mocked me, endangered my life multiple times.
⊱≼≽⊰
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Cold
Cold
Adda – a lad I invested my precious time in my first days to befriend - alas, our friendship ended hastily, as he saw my horns, bothering not to hear me out, being unstable crybaby instead. He doesn't care about me - neither do I care about him - less he comes with pitchfork, which I do expect considering how unstable he was. You envy me, Adda, for I reap the finest fruits from the Garden of Life, - and you - at best, the rotten scraps. But that's the food of the public. You chose to feed of that.
◔Likability – ditched me the moment he saw my horns, a crybaby. Only think admirable in him is his drive and passion for craftsmanship.
◔Comprehension – I do not know you, neither do you know me, and do not dare to claim otherwise.
Shallow ignoramus, a naive sheep
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The Premonition Flames: ✶✶✶~✧~
Faults: Crybaby, a sheep that doesn't think for once outside the flock mentality, a bad friend. Assaulted me in tavern.
⊱≼≽⊰
Nilsa – hysterical and needy woman, highly irrational. A shame to all the women. For she represents the worst stereotypes of them: backstabbing, argumentative, gossipy. I am glad Velmont doesn't have to deal with her anymore - she didn't fit in, and he deserved someone much better. As to my own attitudes to her - I am as cold and indifferent to her disappearance as I could be.
OLikability – nothing likable, only dislikable. Twofaced ponyfaced hurricane old maiden and soon to be cat lady.
OComprehension – she is beyond comprehension, too irrational, too argumentative. Red alert lady basically.
Drama queen I hope to never see again.
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The Premonition Flames: ✶✶✶~✧~
Faults: Spoke ill of me with an unreceding, unlike her hairline, grudge, obsessed over me.
⊱≼≽⊰
✶〘══════⊹⊱≼≽⊰⊹══════〙✶
beyond the bar of no return, where faces are unseen, where voices can’t be heard…
unlocked - kept unchained - hope of control
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[Warning!]
Contains crude language, discretion advised.
Sydri - I couldn't care less about her, - but she is annoying and pathetic. I shall end her misery on sight, - giving her no more chances to hurt me.beyond the bar of no return, where faces are unseen, where voices can’t be heard…
unlocked - kept unchained - hope of control
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[Warning!]
Contains crude language, discretion advised.
?Hatred – I do not get joy from inflicting pain on you - I feel nothing. It will be a quick one, - should we cross paths.
()Comprehension – I know your weaknesses. You shall live in fear once we clash. But for now - enjoy your wretched life.
Disappointment, annoyance, or in other words - spoiled ex-stepdaughter.
~✧~
The Premonition Flames: ✶ ✶ ✶ ~✧~
Faults: Too many to count.
⊱≼≽⊰
Frost – after seeing your smirk at my harassment by Uriel, I have no respect for you. You are a volatile, shallow, with no honour, self-indulgent bitch that I should avoid confronting, for you are one of the most powerful mages in Altera, with great willpower. Best way to do it - is either being out of sight, out of your mind - or keeping you close when I can stand up for myself, when I fulfill the plan, and tempt you with power, pull the wool over your eyes - deradicalize your views on my kind.
◔Hatred – I dislike you, you had shown your character. There is only one redemption - and the path to it seems improbable, and starts in the far future, when it is done.
◑Comprehension – I know what you desire, but you are too volatile, too strong in willpower - with all the confrontations you had.
The star that should darken
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The Premonition Flames: ✶ ✶ ✶ ~✧~
Faults: Hates my kind and is lawless, radical, - watched with pleasure my mistreatment, despite the past, despite my purity.
⊱≼≽⊰
Erwin – a shallow, friendless man. I tried to befriend him, but he knows no notions of honour or of favours, or even good conversations. All of them were shallow and selfish, about him. He is prospectless, and a waste of my breath.
OLikability – the judgmental big mouthed braindead zealot, the sheep that follows the herd blindly, and annoys me.
OComprehension – there is nothing for me to understand in him, other than the fact he is a disappointment to me and a waste of my time..
The Premonition Flames: ✶ ✶ ✶ ✶ ✶
Faults: Too many to count.
⊱≼≽⊰
Laicelem – a young and talented man I saw potential in and still do, though - as for the mind, it is disappointing and shows there will be NEVER sign of an improvement. He is hopeless if he continues with this path of his, bringing doom for his friends I care for, and for me too. He cannot call himself a friend of mine - it is shallow and untruthful, he never was, and never will be - he is just a self-righteous buffoon, incapable of hearing, but with a loose tongue that can barrage you with logically unconnected reasons or sentences for whatever injustice or harm he is about to inflict. I want nothing to do with his zealotry, I heard enough of his annoying high platitudes - of Gray Lady, of Theodra, of whoever the hell he worships - I simply do not care. You turned against me - telling of our accomplishment to the Rangers - you exorcised me, betraying me, you slander me, you talk behind my back - you are PATEHTIC.
◕Hatred – I value your sincerity and your personal struggle with self-image you shared with me, but you are irrational to me and intolerant. You are a man fearing to know the world isn't black and white.
◔Comprehension – Despite not knowing your deepest desires in full - I know your behavior, I know who you care for. I think I know you too well, Laicelem, irrespective if I hurt you or you hurt me - your actions are predictable, and I shall take advantage of it. Your hastiness shall cost you dearly - being the bravado who faults his own friends and team.
The disappointment I shall fix
~✧~
The Premonition Flames: ✶ ✶ ✶ ✶ ✶~✧~
Inequities: Traitor the second time - first exorcised and ostracized me - second time you slandered me and extorted, revealed the secret to another, annoyed the hell out of me. The latest - you had threatened me, and this will cease, you cheeky, shallow ruffian. After you had barraged me with arrows and threatened me in a library, I have no other option as to kill you, best, quietly one day. For now - think I do not care about you.
⊱≼≽⊰
[Redacted] – my first love, and my first ever enemy on this Earth. The scars she had left remind me of what I had went through, this gives me comfort - that it is in the past, but they burn whenever they are touched. Whenever anything associated with her comes, I shiver, shudder uncontrollably. She is my worst nightmare, she is my bane. I wish I could move on, but I couldn't. She is branded in my memory and on my skin.
⬤Hatred – I AM NOT A TOY! I AM NOT A TOY! I AM NOT A TOY!
?Comprehension – Reason rebukes you from all imaginable perspectives, - you are nothing but evil incarnate, a twisted... STOP LAUGHING! Stop laughing! Please... Stop it...What had I done to you>
The puppeteer from true Hell.
~✧~
The Premonition Flames: ✶ ✶ ✶ ✶ ✶~✧~
Faults: [Redacted]
⊱≼≽⊰
Uriel – there are no words to describe how much I despise you, for the attack you initiated, showing your own hypocrisy and bloodlust - fighting dirty, and pretending you are the honourable one - and I, I, the defender of the Landing, the one people should risk their life for, these ingrates, am the plague that must be rid of. I want your reputation tarnished by the law you disregard, and one day - fulfill my revenge against you.
⬤Hatred – I value nothing in you - not your strength, not your reputation, only the fact I survived, to know of your cunning fighting tricks, and the dog that shall suffer.
◔Comprehension – I know about your family, but they did no wrong - you did, and you must suffer personally the consequences of your transgressions. I know nothing of substance to hurt you the right, fair way.
The buffoon who will be knelt, humiliated, and judged
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The Premonition Flames: ✶ ✶ ✶ ✶ ✶~✧~
Inequities: An attempt on my life, fought dirty, publicly humiliated me, spat on the laws. You are not the hero, I am. I am the hero.
⊱≼≽⊰
Vowrawn – a brainwashed zealot who likes being toyed with. YOU dare to threaten me? Save your high platitudes, hypocrite-imbecile, and face torment you deserve, be the martyr. I shall purge you of all your will to annoy me, I shall make you question your very faith. I hate how I hate how annoyances like you buzz around like bugs. They must be crushed.
⬤Hatred – while Vowrawn hadn't inflicted -- as far as I know, -- pain to me, - but he is to do it. I shall not waste opportunity - and beat the hell in him.
◔Comprehension – I know little - besides that you own a land, and that faith matters to you.
The Martyr in the making.
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The Premonition Flames: ✶ ✶ ✶ ~✧~
Inequities: Annoyed the hell out of me. Threatened me. Barraged me with your religious beliefs - YOU think YOUR god, out of all of them, is the only right one? And HOW DARE you, ISIGNIFICANT BUG, speak ILL of ME and withdraw support from my fiancée's clan? You fucking slimey bugger, you shall pay plentiful.
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Aleksei – I was foolish enough to fall to your convoluted, clouded speeches and lucrative opportunities that brough fruits ultimately to no one but you, the greedy bastard. You are a man of no honour, you are a fat piggie, all you do - is for your own weight gain, you change your people like gloves, you are a spoiled brat, bringer of discord and backward zealotry. Your debt to me is insurmountable, you shall not wave it off – neither your transgressions shall be forgotten.
⬤Hatred – there is nothing admirable in you, you are an eggshell that shall be crushed and grinded into dust, to be scattered in the pits of hell you so much abhor. This will be the final resting place for you - the heaven you deserve.
◕Comprehension – I know what you delight in - lavish meals, luxury, power, horses, self-righteousness. I know for whom you care for - and what you are ready to do for them, with genuine conviction or not. I know not in full of what you are capable of, but it shall not stop me in bringing pain to you, one like no other.
Despot that shall be overthrown
~✧~
Inequities: Multiple threats upon me, ignored debts, intolerant zealotry, public humiliation, mock-trial, murder.
⊱≼≽⊰
Matt-fuckias – pissboy, you are nothing but Aleksei's pissboy. I didn't know an adult man can be adopted by an old creep, to be turned into a loyal hound, into an illustrious Inquisitor. But you do well in the role of a shallow princeling, after all - you were, and still, are devoid of personality. Thinking about it, I do not know why I bother about a pathetic slug like you - but its best to enact justice upon you, and bring suffering to Ivanov.
⬤Hatred – I would bring suffering upon you, one that is personal. I hate to see your face, hate to hear your ridiculous name. I know a twisted way to hurt Ivanov, and would not shy away to do it.
◔Comprehension – details of your private life spill out on the pages of posters, what can I say, you have terrible taste in women, and hardships in establishing genuine connection. Kind of like me, in my earlier days, but I am luckier, I am a man of substance, you - are a boy of golden piss, like the sunflower brandy of the Inquisition.
The "Golden" Boy
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The Premonition Flames: ✶ ✶ ✶ ✶ ✶~✧~
Inequities: carrying the name Ivanov, tried to ruin my relationship with Ayda by slandering me, being ungrateful at your ass being carried off from fiends - for what I died, being a man of no substance, killing fiends.
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Extra: past love songs I was too lazy to move elsewhere as links didn't save with the text
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