Eimar sat up on the tower of his school again in his usual spot tears stained his cheeks and face he stared out across as the rain fell seeming to reflect his feelings at the moment. It had been so long since he had felt like this not since the time he was with the Wildoren on that one tragic night.
Eimar stood his arm coming up to block an axe blow as he thrust under the man’s guard his sword piercing the man’s chain mail and up into his heart. The band had fallen upon the small fortified town at twilight when most were in their homes asleep and unaware. Most had been killed outright Eimar fought alongside his fellow Wildoren to raid the town of its supplies and equipment they so badly needed. After a few hours they had taken the walls Eimar was covered in blood himself looking menacingly wandering the streets in his hooded cloaked garb oak round shield upon his left arm as his elvish sword in his right.
Before long Eimar came to a the town inn and heard screams and shouts of many inside so he rushed in what he saw next. Eimar saw woman and children and unarmed men killed before him EImar was filled with a rage at the scene and let out a loud cry and slew the fellows that had done this it didn’t take much as they were caught off guard by a friend attacking them. Eimar dropped to his knees amongst the horrors and cradled a child’s head tears flowing freely down his face as he wept freely heart-broken at what had happened here. After a long while Eimar pilled all the bodies of innocents and friends in the center bathing the corpses in an strong liquor he then set the inn on fire with a torch.
Eimar pulled up his hood and mask and left the place his face streaked with tears at the horrible crimes he had taken apart of as EImar rejoined his fellow WIldoren he did not speak to anyone they found him to be more secluded and less talkative then before even after their victory and gaining the supplies they so needed.
Eimar sat there on the edge recalling the events that had recently transpired.Janos had forced the decisions right there at the manor gate trying to bring about a decision. JAnos stood to one side of Alianna with a crossbow handheld loaded in his hand and wanted a decision Eimar didn't want to make her do it. So in the end EImar undid his own leather armor and exposed his own bear chest told janos.
"if you want to have the decision you so crave Janos then take my life here and now i will not stop you nor do anything to evade it" at this janos seemd to wake up and just lowerd the crossbow and fired it into the ground and dropped it leaving.
And in the end after everything Eimar did not want to hurt Alianna anymore so he hugged her as she hugged him both shedding tears at this point he wiped her tears away from her beautiful face he smiled at her and spoke in Eldarin.
“I will always love you Alianna and be there for you whenever you need me in all our lifetime we have left together and the next” he kissed her cheek softly as he pulled out a beautiful carving of her only half finished and handed it to Alianna as he looked into her eyes.
“So that you will always have something from me beautiful” and with that Eimar pulled up his hood over his head and turned walking out of the manor threw its gate tears flowing freely from him as he sacrificed him every being a part of her life so that he will never bring harm to her again though he swore never to love no other or be with no other the rest of his long life.